Letter to Father~God
How could I start but by saying I Love You...
For me, that is You...
I Am... because You Are.
And all I=We expereinced has been of such intensity...
And You were there, with me, in me, even when I did not know, when I did not want to know.
Cause sometimes I thought it was easier to forget, so that I could go on living in the illusion I’d built ouside of me, so that I could go on blaming all but my mind for my experiences... and blame You.
~And You where still there.~
I talked to You all time, even when I tried to believe You did not exist, I kept talking to You, in silence, hoping I was wrong somehow.
I tought I hated You, for each time I build an illusion I thought was working you destroied it. And I had to face the fact that it did not work. I thought You hated me... nice projection I did.