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The Biggest Apology Of My Life

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     Yes, I apologize to you and everyone who reads this post.  I screwed up.  I failed the test.  Instead of going with the flow, I now run a course upstream against the current because I couldn't learn my lessons.  I was prompted over and over again to stop smoking and I didn't and more honestly, I couldn't.  I tried laying them down, but repeated failed. However, by the time I did manage to stop, it's now too late.  Something has gotten ahold of me that is quickly taking me down.  My health is failing fast, It hurts to breathe.  My body hurts in places I forgot about.  My cheery outlook has changed to one of depression.  I feel as though the Light that brought ascending miracles has stopped at my feet.  Darkness and the gloom of staying here in the 3D is breaking my heart, especially when I desparately wanted to ascend.  Actually, that's not even the whole truth of it all.  Though I've casted the "fear of the unknown" to the Universe many times, it remains still.  What can one do when the fear stays?  It's a blockage.  It's difficult to move forward. 

     What now?  Am I going to die now before I am able to physically ascend?  Do I have to die in order to ascend?  That's not what I wanted.  I came to see this thing through to the end.  I don't want to stop and stay here with the ones who harm each other.  I wanted a life full of love, light and peace.  I wanted to see the New Earth and her new inhabitants in all their glory. 

The RA Key!!

Stasha beLOVEd's picture

hey ya'll!!

its been awhile!

ive been busy playing with light and sound technology... creating a non profit to teach vibrational healing to kids and enjoying the experience that has been the RA-KEY!

check this video :

hope you all enjoy!

let me know what you think of my ideas for my organization & if anyone knows people who would like to get involved with healing the youth through beats...

then holla at your girl!

love you all

xoxox

stasha

http://healingwithbeats.us

EMPOWER

hilarionra's picture

we aren’t nurtured in preschool about our natural potential to read the conscious energy of creation, ourselves, and of all life, on and off this planet. Beings (not only human, but also the plant realm, the animal realm, the thought realm, the body hologram realm, the soul body realm, the elemental realm , the realm where higher vibrational beings reside, and the realm of lower vibrational beings reside) both realms of higher and lower vibrational sets of consciousness (awareness) reside on the same level, its just that those vibrating in lower awareness, cannot see you for who you are, they can only see that which the ego projects everywhere, and uses that which is stored in the mind, as to what they know about you , and others.

The higher vibrating consciousness level, is one where you are able to see what i just pointed out, because you yourself experience that, even after the ego mind is gone, we will still have the memory of all our past experiences living within us, for no energy is destroyed, only transformed and re-used forever. this equation that supports the flow of creation which is a law and it’s non negotiable even when you negotiate it, it will always stand. The higher vibrating level of conscious awareness is the complete opposite of the lower and the energy contained therein is a support basin, for where this planet is going, where other planets are, and others are also going, and where all inevitably end up experiencing life in and on, and is that which assists you += all in living ethical lives for all eternity.

we’re also not nurtured in our natural ability to draw forth conscious awareness from within ourselves, which involves the entire drawing forth of the soul into the body hologram , which in turn integrates more of who we are into our body holograms.

Realize This.......

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Just because you're enlightened, doesn't mean you are through with your work. Just because someone passes over, doesn't mean that they stop serving. Just because you have the thought that you're done with clearing yourself out, doesn't make it true. Just allowing yourself to feel that way is willfull ignorance of the love you are. Just because you aren't awake(aware of who you are at the soul level), doesn't make it right for you to just mess around and use “ I'm not awake” as an excuse. We have instincts, they're there for a reason. You may not enjoy reading this, and in that experience, shows exactly what I am speaking of here. You get upset because you would much rather remain in la la land, than remaining in the love you are. This is because you would much rather avoid the reality of the situation, and you just wish for it to be over. Good luck with that path, you'll only end up facing these facts head on in the long run.

The love we are , love's to work on the love of self, for it benefit's everyone all at once, all the time. It's an eternal process, working on the self. This goes against the grain of every false teaching that there ever has been spoken of and shared with anyone throughout all eternity. You can reference eternal inner work as the love you are being a conscious digging machine. A conscious drill, with one objective. The objective is to heal the self, by going through all that pertains to you from all experiences that you've ever gone through, are going through and will ever go through. The conscious act of chewing away at the self, is a beating of the ego. The beating is necessary, for it dismantles it, and allows the being within to live a better life. More ethical, += more loving,+= better living, += the all, += shared equally, += eternity. Heal yourself forever, and in turn the all will also be healed through the simply complex laws that govern creation.

Earthrise is here on June 1st, 2012.

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June 1st, 2012

 

Today is the first day of June! This is the grand month of many things to come! We have the Venus Transit, a supermoon with a partial lunar eclipse, the new moon phase, and the summer solstice.

Make sure to stay balanced in this time. What is going on here on Earth may never happen again the way it is happening now.

Stay focused and have bright Light for all to see and feel!

Earthrise is here. 

Just read Greg's Message....

grailheart magi's picture

I just read Greg's message of today.... sounds critical, so I am putting all of my other activity aside for the moment....

And, what can we do to help spread the message that we need help and prepare for their landings??

What are any of you doing who can give me ideas here?

What is keeping us here from connecting.

 

We need to talk to everyone as if our lives depended on it... and from today... it does.

 

If lightworkers don't do this, then WHO?

 

I want to do my part.... what do you suggest as far as getting the ships here??

 

Mahalo,

 

grailheart

Message from the Galactic Federation of Light 6/1/12

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There will be some delays here as matters concerning your new system are complex, and roads that need to be built cannot be constructed at this time as many complications hinder the building of these lanes that would bring to you faster results of an ‘overnight’ fashion. We, the Galactic Federation of Light, are working diligently behind the scenes to bring about change for your world as rapidly as we can. There are here so many problems that finding peaceable solutions is a challenge that will take some time. Nothing is going to change here overnight, we wish for you to please understand this. Many changes are scheduled to occur over periods of years that could run into decades. Do you understand this? Do you understand that change on such a grand scale is not change that can happen overnight or over a period of days?

 

What we have designed for you and what we have planned to implement here in your world are changes to your systems that run just about every nuance of your civilization. Where to start is always an important concern, and here in your world where to start is a question that is a matter of some debate between our top scientists, researchers, architects and planners. There are so many pressing matters that need attention immediately here that we feel the best approach is the safest approach and the approach that will bring to your world stability and balance immediately, before other matters concerning your comfort and pleasure should be considered as important enough to supersede these far more serious matters.

 

The trickster's demon's lower selves and the love you are

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You trust being's who continually f*** you over. You blindly follow them because they offer you material good's meanwhile, they themselves are completely in conflict with what's going on within them. So they don't have any real conscious understanding of what it means to live a truly abundant and fulfilling life. They're too busy being selfish and greedy, and helping you because it benefits them , they want to look good in societies eyes. They don't get the point of what it means to be present and truly love. This doesn't stop them from saying I love you, holding hand's and giving the appearance that they know what it means to truly love and live life, it's just the trickster within them. They would much rather perpetuate this behavior because “ they don't care.” Notice how all they act upon is showing just how much they do not care. Buying food, drink, movies , cars, making friends, staying close to family and they always revert back to their religion of choice, and are totally glued in survival mode.

 

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