at the absolute core of being, the experience is that which can only
be pointed at, the ineffable, the indescribable, the unfathomable
that infact is fathomed, but only through being present within.
it is that which is experienced by every cell, it is that which gives
birth to all experience. when you are told that its joy,bliss,peace,
love, even truth, again thats the game. even saying its the truth
is just another pointer, as lao tzu said, the true tao is the tao
that cannot be spoken. yet even he went on to write a book about it
as has a lot of other beings done the same.
we write or dont write and so on, because it heals, and the point
of all experience, is to heal. im writing this, because i remembered
that in one message , i wrote about the inner experience of being
and i said " its joy, peace, bliss, and so on" wehre as the so on
part points at all this that ive just typed up. but i desired to
make it clear what exactly the contradictions and "so on" were
pointing at. im doing this because i love myself and you all.
this also backs up others whom have spoken about the experience
as well. it also contradicts previous messages about the experience
of being, so as to you not to follow at all. but to be brave
and walk your path WITH everyone.
this isnt to say that you cant walk behind someone, or follow their
lead through the woods, but eventually you will notice that you
dont desire to walk the same path as them because youve found a higher
path to take. beings like myself, and by like i mean those who are
also enlightened, are attractive to those who are on the path of
seeking enlightenment/liberation, because weve been given the gift
of becoming enlightened before them, we have let ourselves go
to the core, and we turn around, and go against the old ways
with all that we are. this is attractive because you yourself
