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Asking For Help, but Not Expecting Any...

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I am asking for donations to help my 81 year-old father get his well fixed. He has been living without running water since January of 2016, and he's not getting any younger, but I don't know of anybody who is. Any help, even if it's a share on facebook or wherever, would be greatly appreciated. Thank you if you take the time to look...

https://www.youcaring.com/galenrtharpsr-966932

Yet More Artwork of Mine For Sale...

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...just finished today...

http://www.ebay.com/itm/301152191988

It will be for sale for 7 days only, and never listed again. I spend a lot of time and energy creating these things, and if I didn't need the money, I don't think I would offer them for sale at all. Thank you if you take the time to look at it. Have a good day & night.

-jim

 

 

Free Advice...

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...if anyone feels in need of any, let me know. I certainly don't have all the answers, but I may be able to help you in your search for some of them. I value my opinions, and at the current time, I don't have much else to offer anyone. I know what it is like to be lonley, confused, and afraid. The truth is NOT written in stone- what is right for one person may be detrimental to another. Anyone that contends that Their Truth is the Only Truth, is selfish and narrowminded, in my opinion. I only offer common sense, personal lessons and truths learned, and my own opinions. I am here to help, or at least try to help; I do not want or expect anything in return. I can be contacted at aceofwands247@gmail.com. Thank you, and have a nice day- or whatever kind of day you'd like.

I am not a buddha...

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Please disregard almost everything I have written in the past. My intentions were good, but I have no choice but to accept the fact that i succumbed to a sort of temporary insanity brought about by my bipolar disorder. (These are just words.) I still don't feel so great. I am back to not knowing what to believe, and still living with the aching necessity that I NEED TO KNOW what my place is in the Universe. I'd still like to think I"m special, and of course I am, in some ways, but the fear of Death is as real as it ever has been. I want to live forever; anything less would be, I feel, unfair. I'd at least like a reasonable explanation of Life, so I can stop worrying and enjoy what I have left of it. I don't think that is asking a lot, but of course, I may be wrong, as I am sure I have been wrong in the past about many other things...I feel as if I have been channeling the spirits of the dead as well as those of some living. Half of all my money for the month went to charity, the other half was spent on books I have no patience to read, but felt important to buy, as if I had written them in a previous life, or at least knew the authors in some personal way. I will explain it as the result of mania (these are just words, but I need to use words). The mania is gone, and I am left with my original depression. Whatever Faith I had in things is gone as well, or is greatly reduced and flickers like a flame. I've written enough for now, I just wanted to make a new entry after calling myself a buddha and pretending I understood everything. That was just plain silly...isn't it? Have a good day, and a good night as well.

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