I responded to a msgl regarding a channeling regarding the Event that is uppermost on everyone's mind. These are my thoughts, in response.
I too, was in this anxious state of waiting for the Event...and then stress of disbelief...and then joy...and then anxious waiting...and so the circle continued. Until.
Until I reached a place of Knowing. I remembered my childhood. I remembered going through every day with the deep sense that everything I was going through was for a set purpose. (I'd had a difficult childhood). I remember having a strong sense/knowing that angels were all around me, all of the time, protecting and supporting me. I didn't see or hear them...I just Felt them. (Yes, I'm an empath).
When I was perhaps in my early teen years, I became 'aware' of a Truth that had been residing in me for always...and it had finally risen to the surface of my consciousness.
I knew that when I was older (and it felt like the middle of my life), that something was going to happen in the world. Something incredible, and challenging, and life changing in a good way. I was in preparation for that time. For that time, is why I had been born. That knowing was so strong and unwavering, that it has remained my anchor throughout my life. Whenever I would begin to doubt…I would go to that place.