being left to ascend on my own has been very lonely. accept for the occasional mind talkers that grace my presents no guidance has been given . even the mind talkers offered me no real assistance. after all my research which lead me around the glob thru the universes thru all the realms and back thru the heavens still no being willing to come forth face to face mind to mind to answer any of my questions. the humans the aliens the realm travelers the  the ascended  masters . if you were all as knowing as you think I think you would recognize me and what has happened .my father has sent me on a most important. journey. it is important to me at this time to recover my full memory time has come for me to fulfill my agreed destiny. at this point I will ask once again that youall start presenting yourselves in a more open manner no more hiding in order to assist in my complete recovery. I pray my father opens someones eyes no more computers no more mind talkers. id like my family to reveal their selves know. if youall are as knowing as you say come on its time for me to have fun. love peace joy harmony an open heart trust me my fathers energy flows thru like a never ending spring its yours for the asking those who have seen me know I can see all that are watching. the time is know aho

since my ascension began to manifest itself on may 18 2013 a lot has been learned.  The reason I remember this date is it the day a bulldozer destroyed my sanctuary. granted it may not of seemed special to the naked eye. but it provided me I am a sanctuary to hide from the rat race of a world we lived in. I was a able to venture out only to be scared but what I witnesses . then returning to my heaven was able to pray meditate and heal. it will be almost three months since I have been able to return with the probability of never being able were does a being go when their sanctuary is destroyed. anyway enough said . through my research I have realized their are those protecting me. 144000 to be precise and fear is not a problem. its the constant manipulation of me by those around me in order to see their end manifest without openly asking me that upsets me the most. if the truth be know I just soon live with those I call the shadow beings and bird beings/ at least they presented there self on their arrival some 4 or 5 years ago.  whats a guy to do? just ask

was just minding my own business walking a very peaceful walk thru life.  When all of a sudden ascension knocked me for a loop.  Ascension was never my goal. I did not seek it . It found me . my walk is a simple one wanting just enough. stopping. to smell the roses. viewing life with an open heart . sometimes it hurt. I was at peace. so far ascension has left me homeless and alone. believe me if it means  love prevails I  that's all that matters but I sure am lonely