the lonely ascender

was just minding my own business walking a very peaceful walk thru life.  When all of a sudden ascension knocked me for a loop.  Ascension was never my goal. I did not seek it . It found me . my walk is a simple one wanting just enough. stopping. to smell the roses. viewing life with an open heart . sometimes it hurt. I was at peace. so far ascension has left me homeless and alone. believe me if it means  love prevails I  that's all that matters but I sure am lonely