What I experienced on and around 12/21/12

My story begins on December 17, 2012 but by no means end there.  I attended a meditation given by a dear friend the evening of the 17th.  My intention for the meditation was to release whatever else needed to be released so that I would be ready for the new energies that would be arriving on the 21st.  During the meditation I felt the connection between the left and right brain occur.  I could feel the electrical impulses of both sides of the brain and the movement of energy back and forth.  A brillant white light entered my head through the crown chakra and penetrated my entire body.  The next sensation was bursts of light like a fountain on the 4th of July came streaming out of my head.  I was not certain what happened but it was a wonderful experience.  I knew though that I would ascend, I was certain of it now.

My next experience was the sensation of feeling like I was a tube of toothpaste that was nearly empty being squeezed to remove the little bit left.  It was a little uncomfortable for a while but did pass.

I understood that the 21st was a very important day and I had released any attachments or expectations of what could or would happen that day and decided to enjoy the process of the new energies.

I woke up the morning of the 21st and did not feel great.  I attended the meditation and love party on the Galactic Free Press and just went with the flow.  During the meditation given by MotherGod at 11:11, that all changed.  I knew immediately that something had very much changed for me and I was full of love and joy.  I am not certain if I ascended but I knew my vibrations had changed.

The next day during the love party, I knew I was in heaven on earth and that I could experience that anytime I wanted like everyone can.  I understand now that ascension is an increase in the vibrations and light you can hold.  I had a lot of preconceived ideas of what ascension was like everyone else who has listened to information given by teachers and gurus, all of it false.  It is personal and it is within, and different for each person.  The one common theme is joy and love for yourself and others and connecting with the source in you, your I Am Presence.  The journey has now begun and I am very thankful that I did the work and releasing it took to get there and looking forward to whatever else these loving energies bring.

Mom T