Hi everyONE <3 <3 <3 I am psychic since my childhood, but always had to hide it (I have grown up in the Soviet Union, Kiew, Ukraine). I have had a series of INTENSE awakenings through the past 2 years. They've been severely interrupted by my family as in the middle of my "wave" they have put me to a mental hospital with diagnosis "bipolar/manic-depressive", AGAINST MY WILL, where I was kept for 3 (!) months, as I refused to take prescribed pharmaceutical medication (knowing it would affect the synapses of my brain and pause or even stop my ascension). Due to the medication which I finally had to take - otherwise they wouldn't've let me out there - my ascending was indeed slowed down... It has basically broken off and regressed, so I had to start over again.
That very traumatic experience of being incarcerated and mentally raped has given me a lot to think about, as I always was a VERY FREE SPIRIT (esp. with the Sovjet Union dictatory childhood background and my severe allergy against ANYTHING that violates the FREE WILL of a being). This was the very first time I got locked in and was kept in an energetically draining surrounding I couldn't escape (just think of all the posessed people in there suffering from "schizophrenia"), where they tried to bend or break my Free Will. Just because I've exaggerated with spiritual excercises and had the euphoric impression, that we are already there, that the 2012 *5D* has arrived and I can tell anyone FREEly that I'm an Angel and they are, too :)))
Has anyone experienced anything resembling because of the misunderstood Starseed traits of character, being Indigo/Chrystal/Rainbow, just being "different" or ascension symptoms? Doctor's diagnosis of being bipolar, ADD, ADHD, autistic? Forced medication? Pressure from the side of the family or partner to get "normal" and to "fit in"? Pressure from the side of the employer?
My story and stories of other Galactics often remind me of my Inquisition trauma, so I'm most determined to not let Our being different be stygmatized and turned against us AGAIN!!! It's a GIFT, not a WEAKNESS and certainly not an illness.
I would love to hear from you all that would help us to share and heal each other. Often these things cause severe PTSD in Our sensitive Beings which get supressed, often over years, because of shame and false guilt and get never dealt with...
I AM *SIRIUS*ly *SIRIUS* - we should speak up to each other, so that these things HAPPEN NEVER AGAIN.
I LOVE YOU ALL IMMEASURABLY, beloved brothers and sisters <3 <3 <3 Very very very proud of you!!! :)))
HUGS and gentle NUDGES, your Sera
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Beloved, I have gone through
Beloved, I have gone through the same as you! Read my article on my blog. http://crystalliz-one.blogspot.com/2011/06/being-emphatic-is-gift.html
From the UK With Love.
Dearest Soul Sister Sera,
I was very sorry to read about your experiences. I have a facebook page under Profound Truths (people option, not community), and I am sending out healing every Tuesday Evening at 11.11pm. The healing energies are high frequency energies that are here to support the groundforce team , the crystals, starseeds, indigo's etc who are on a specific mission. I feel guided to say they will support you to get fully back on track on your ascension path.The Energies are all Pure Source Energies. They contain activations, keys and re alignments to help bring others back in line with their Divine Blueprint.Most recent is pineal gland rewiring, clearing and cleansing the Energy fields and repairing the Lightbody. I have channeled about 45 new energies in total. If you feel drawn to partake it is being given freely from my heart to yours. I feel very driven that these activations need to go out at this time to the ground force team, to get them in positon to be fully of service.
I would like to support you and feel you would enjoy these healing energies.
Your heart will guide you.
I send you much love and the blessings of Angels as well as the blessings of All the Divine Beings who are watching over you and celebrating your courage and bravery. Stay standing in your Divine Power, Sera. You are not alone. We are all family and you are deeply loved. Claire xxxx
~BRILLIANT~
GREAT JOB CLAIRE
Welcome Home into,The Kingdom of Heaven on Earth=Heart, We Love you Unconditionally!!
Thank you
Dear FatherMotherGod, Thank you for your kind words.I have only just seen your message.I sent my deepest love and blessings to you.With Love and gratitude Claire xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
From Germany with Love ((( <3 ))) to UK :)
Sweet Soul Sister Claire, THANK YOU for your awesome message and your Love..............................
I've been to you site on FB, but under "people" one cannot find a match to the search "profound truths", only under "community"..... Could you send me the FB link of your second page to my FB account please, dearest Angel?
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000128498774
Much obliged to you...
For me to be able to receive your Angelic healing energies on Tuesday do you need my real location and the exact name? That's the way I know it from international Reiki Healing transmissions...
I send you and your loved ones blessings, love, light, gratitude, peace, harmony, joy, abundance, unity and peace ((( <3 )))
WE ARE ONE ((( <3 FAMILY <3 )))
LOVEly to meet you ((( again )))
xxxx Sera
I too was diagnosed with
I too was diagnosed with bipolar in 1979...30 years later, after lots of traumma and misunderstanding from family and some friends, I have broken through the obwebs and am seeing the rainbow! I have moved back to my spiritual home - Sri Lanka, after 50 years of living in Australia.
I Had A Similar Experience
Yes, I had a similar experience in November 2005. Looking back at my medical records I think it began on 11th November 2005 which I have read here recently is a harmonic of 11/11/11. I didn't even know about ascension back then, but I had started learning about the various 2012 theories. I believe I am Indigo, I am 32 years old from the UK.
I had read The Lost Teachings of Atlantis (very good book) three times in just a few days, and then it was like a switch had been flipped and it felt like I had been kissed on the top of the head by God, that was how I described it. This I am guessing was a kundalini experience. At first I was unable to make any decisions, my girlfriend asked me what I wanted for dinner, pizza or some other option I couldn't remember and I was unable to answer. Eventually I was forced to say yes or no and it didn't matter which option I chose just that I chose one or the other and then I was able to make decisions again.
I did a lot of time travelling backwards and forwards and ended up in 2012. Rather than my environment reflecting light as it does in 3D they seemed to eminate light, everything was so vivid. The sunlight had changed and the light was more orange, and I kept asking what was wrong with the sun. I have seen hints of this again in the last month or two. The first thing I got was a massive download, a long string of songs running through my head, starting with All You Need Is Love by the Beetles, the first song to be broadcast globally. When visiting Blockbusters I didn't understand that films had to be paid for and thought that everything was freely available.
I was hospitalised after nearly setting the flat on fire when I ran around the flat turning all the electrical switches on, there was a pizza box in the oven that nearly caught fire. I was trying to complete a pyramid with two corners being space and time, and then I realised that the third corner was light. I was in the main hospital for 3 weeks before being admitted (supposedly 'voluntarily') to a mental hospital. I was going through a lot of extreme experiences, good and bad. I had refused medication, but like you I was made to take it once at the mental hospital.
I experienced depersonalisation and everyone being me. I had days where everything I said was in rhyme, I could sing Eminem songs perfectly and remember all the words. I even had a day where I drew a cowd around my bed and impressed the nurses when I was saying a scentence and a few seconds later the news (which was live) would broadcast the exact same scentence I had recited. I was getting TV broadcasts direct to my conciousness and could watch TV with the TV off. Being connected to the global consiousness was amazing, there was so much creativity.
The most vivid thing I remember was looking out of the window and seeing maybe 6-8 objects in the sky that looked like comets making a figure of eight. I watched them for hours going round and round, always turning back up when they reached the bottom rather than hitting the earth. I was in a day on my own that was seperate from the day before and the day after. I was trying to explain to people that there was always hope even when there seemed to be none, and people were getting very angry with me. I believe this was related to the timeline shift we experienced on 28th October 2011.
My 'symptoms' lasted for three months and then went away completely and were put down to Cannabis Psychosis. I ended up taking Olanzapine for the next 4 years, in which time I went from my ideal weight to having a BMI of 30. Since coming off the Olanzapine and going on a low carb diet after getting Colitis I have gone back down to a normal weight.
Besides seeing more vivid colours again recently I have just this week experienced the rotation of planets again, something which I experienced in 2005. I am guessing that this is the feeling of being in the centre of the sun and I can feel the rotation and pull of the planets in conjunction with my breathing. I visited the beings in the centre of the sun while I was in hospital. Outside the building was intense fire, but inside was cold like ice, and yet I was neither too hot or too cold. The beings there had intense love for me and for each other, and I could hear celesital music. I can heat my chest up when opening my heart chakra which I experienced quite intensly last night (I most often do this while asleep and others have commented on the heat I put out). I felt the sun in my heart chakra, and this was followed by the icy feeling I had felt before. It is like a switch in the way I feel about something insignificant thing can cause a large fluctuation between two extremes.
There were so many experiences I had in 2005 that have suddenly started to make perfect sense to me and I am now starting to experience syncronicities relating to them. It is like getting glimpses at a roadmap, like I have been here before. I have some telepathic ability and can have complete conversations in my head with my girlfriend which she verifies. I have experienced bilocating while in my car on the motorway. My girlfriend was a passenger at the time, we completely missed the junction we were supposed to turn off at and both experienced the jump simultaneously. This was a familiar road and a journey we make frequently, I reckon we skipped about 5 miles of road. A friend of mine has since experienced the same thing with her son as a passenger. This is very different to the mind wandering while driving and forgetting part of the journey.
I long to go back to the higher dimensions, it is so liberating, but I don't wish to be medicated. It wasn't nice being locked up, but that is not really the problem, the biggest problem is being forced to take the medication and having my experiences curtailed and I don't want this to happen to me again. I am trying to take things slower this time and remain grounded. My experiences took me totally by surprise the first time and I just jumped in and totally immersed myself. I can't wait to see what 2012 will bring, and the articles on this site are so informative and inspiring. Thank you so much for letting me know that other people have had similar experiences to my own.
Chris
Your welcome
Thank You for sharing Your story, we intend this will inspire many more. Humanity is not alone anymore, and we are all in this Together. All our Love Mother and Father God and The Galactic Free Press Staff
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Chris's experiences
Dearest Chris, I have just come across your beautiful description of your experiences. I hope 2012, now it is here is proving to be a liberating experience for you.
I have just been guided to set up a website that carries the activations for the Ancient Ones and Awakening Souls.
I carry transformational energies to bring back into alignment with our Divine Blueprint and Planetary Parents., tranmuting all that is not Light.....please take a look if you feel drawn.
I felt guided to inform you.
There are activations and free meditations on youtube.
The one I am thinking about for you is Star Alignment for Soul Realignment.
I have had to wait to offer these to a wider audience as the frequencies are of such a Pure frequency , many were not ready to receive them.
I am now guided the time is right.
I wish you all the good things that life and ascension has to offer and I hope that by the time this reaches you, all is happening in a perfect and peace filled way for you.
Much love and Angel blessings Claire xxx www.sourceofgoodness.com