The End of Ego (NA NA NA NA)

So its been a while now since I started into what I think is my dark nite of the soul. I was just sitting here and feeling like an absolute failure, and wrote this down. My ego and I have been fighting to its death, yet here I sit, still feeling that after all this time, after all that I have learned, and given, and received in Love, that somehow or other, I blew it. I decided to write an email to MotherGod and let her know about the failure that I currently believe I am. As I read the email back to myself, I realized that the "I" in my statement I am a failure, is actually the part of myself who feels like the failure. A light just went on! Bing!! This "I" wanted to keep things in control, but this "I" is no longer in control of anything, so therefore it has failed miserably!! (Insert your favourite hockey team flag here) "GOODBYE EGO, NA NA NA NA, HEY HEY HEY GOODBYE"!!! I think I've truly lost it, lol!! Love, Earth Ally Belinda