Spiritual warfare and medications

Here goes again, anti-psychotic, schizophrenic medication is really bad for spiritual lively and psychics. It seem's that the psychoses and such that we get are attacks from the archonic networks, the more we can go up and read the fields without being ready or having little knowledge on what is really happening in our spiritual evolution we can get a lot of confusion before getting a hold on of what is real and for the highest good and what is bad and how to manage it all... I was hospitalized 3 times to the psychiatric ward after having 3 deeply transforming spiritual experiences. The first time it was life changing I seen many things that were unimaginable for someone whom did not have any recognition of the higher realms or the basics of the 5th dimension as they call it now. We can realize stuff that is way ahead of our own comprehensions to be able to explain how these things are, we have to know A LOT and I mean a lot some of the concepts we get from telepathic communications and the higher streams are easy to experience and feel, having a knowingness about it but we just can't seem to explain it yet, and this is quite a cause for conundrums and misinterpretations. Since these explanations are crucial to some spiritually aware beings and a great truth for others whom may interfere in one's own path and bring them to "self destruction" its very important to be careful of whom and what we talk about if your with some that have never have any experience in these fields. This site is great for expressing and talking about experiences and archangelic, psychic telepathic, transparency, co-dependency, Oneness, free will, grace, care, love... We have all been under some hard expressions of things that go on in our life after awakenings and careful experiences, near death experiences and extra terrestrial contact or higher dimensional beings and such, source, creator. At least we have gotten some experience or knowledge true to us and others whom are open and knowingly able to understand exactly what is happening to many when these higher states of being or angelic experiences occur. Now the thing is... Down here if I talk about stuff like this I go in the psychiatric department and get send to the hospital for trying to get a message trough. Very little listen because of past trust issues or malevolent experiences and it just seems far fetch to them. One thing I like is that I choose weather or not they put me on these medications and the side effect of these things are really bad, even death and liver problems all kinds. At first after an incredible spiritual trip, and life changing event they lure you in while your at your highest self expression closest to source and they tell you no... This is not normal at all, well actually they don't say it like that they just assume and trow you in the ward and put you on anti-psychotics and other medications against your free will then they tell you and condition you that you have this disease and its not normal and you will never get better again and never get to where you where before this happens and treat you like a child and you get dumb down a lot by these medications you fall in depression and start actually believing in all that goes against your self knowledge and awareness of spiritual and nature of being and next thing you know they say your normal your getting way better and in actuality from first hand experiences your closed off 99% your spirituality and connection to source and psychic and everything that connects you to life itself and the light, the higher states of being and then you just try to manage and figure out you can't endure it so they go and put you on more medications in some cases as anti-depressants and all kind of other meds that you just would never have taken in the first place since everything was going so well before and you have all these health warnings and side effects its awful.... I remember the second time I was hospitalized for having this major spiritual experience and at night time I got these two words that came to me 'Kendura and Rakendo' and I wrote it down they kept on repeating in my head that was just one of many messages and psychic affinity's that I was having after developing a wider range of sense's and about a month or two ago I looked them up after almost two years and saw that Kendura is actually a place in India so someone was communicating with me telepathically I had received it in this manner and rakendo well that is one of the words that you will not find anything on except on youtube there is one video of people saying it over and over again, just one video and I got to tell you it was a one in a billion maybe even more chances of getting that word and even kendura I never had heard of them or anything before and what do you know it was actually something. So this happens a lot to me when they don't have me on neuro blocking medication and dopamine antagonist, it seems they are trying to make us less psychic or hyperactive in the regions where we are set to higher scale processing and expansion on our brain and soul development... I mean like its expansive and meditation on the meds is nothing compared to meditation on a free scale mind. The soul and body works perfectly with what we are achieving in spirituality while developing parts of are brain that gets to connect to more than "what we can see and feel" clairsentience, clairvoyance and clairaudiance is in majority 12 times greater when your not under medications. The military remote viewing programs and psychic phenomena they utilize is not only bound to those within that field but many humans around the earth and A LOT of them are getting misconception's by these people doctors and I do not want to judge but ones that are stuck within the old earth you know, the old ways of doing things, its almost like a cold war, in the spiritual sense some that don't experience the higher realms (Higher Consciousness) do not know or always know what is best for others whom are trying to get a message trough and it gets harder and harder sometimes and the only direction we can go with or approach is with care as careful and extremely intelligent in what we try to explain... Its almost like we get all these senses and higher experiences to be able to make that impact the one that counts for our souls expansion you know, the spiritual side of things what we need for a balanced state of being around the world... A lot of folks lack spirituality and just don't understand the true meaning of it from experiences and some other folks go out in fights or conflicts or all that causes the unnecessary things in the world you know.... Its a very complicated process for many that are trying to spread the truth or get the knowledge out at least so others can get the bigger picture and become more alive or awakened and cooperative and respective to free will and spirituality. It's not a game its almost like a war I'm telling you there is all kinds of things going on and I'm in a struggle now trying to get a message trough so I can live peacefully again and have my spirituality that's all I ask for but they keep on showing me the old way, and telling me whats best for me I even gave them the chance and agreed, accepted to show them and try to get my point trough but now they just want to keep me there in this faulty state and its horrible. I wish I could connect to source again and get my inner guides and spiritual path back on, its getting harder. I ordered some Anadoyuk concentrate and the medications I stopped taking them there is still about 3weeks or a month before there half life is complete and hopefully things will turn out for the best with there decisions and my being. Hopefully none other is going trough what I'm going trough its like trying to beat a rigged game of chess or something that is just impossible to understand. Alright so I think that's all I wanted to say for now so goodbye and be at One, the best place to be is at one with everything the best spiritual connections I have ever experienced is oneness up to now.

May you keep on shining your light, Namaste