Awakening Update: Ascension Symptoms after the Eclipse

My comments are in a separate paragraph below each number in the list below:

Are you experiencing any of these ascension symptoms? Do you feel something has fundamentally changed in your life? Do you feel the 'SHIFT' ?

 

Ascension Symptoms

 

1. Feeling as though you are in a pressure cooker or in intense energy; feeling stress. Remember, you are adjusting to a higher vibration and you will eventually adjust. Old patterns, behaviors and beliefs are also being pushed to the surface. There is a lot going on inside of you.

 

Yes, story of my life in the last few months!

 

2. A feeling of disorientation; not knowing where you are; a loss of a sense of place. You are not in 3D anymore, as you have moved or in the process of moving into the higher realms.

 

I've been doing that thing more where I look at a scene somewhere & feel like it could be another place, like the mountains, or the ocean, or Hawaii, or the other day it was Turkey!

 

3. Unusual aches and pains throughout different parts of your body. You are purifying and releasing blocked energy vibrating at 3D, while you are vibrating in a higher dimension.

 

After tea last night I had some strange sensations like a piercing pain through my head momentarily, or a feeling of expansion inside my body like the inside is bigger than the outside.

 

4. Waking at night between 2 and 4 a.m. Much is going on in your dream state. You can't be there for long lengths of time and need a break. This is also the 'cleansing and releasing' hour.

 

Ha! I don't know what times I wake up but I do still wake up at least once, often more, every night. My twin flame wakes up at 2:12am. LOL

 

5. Memory loss. A great abundance of short term memory loss and only vague remembrances of your past. You are in more than one dimension at a time, and going back and forth as part of the transition, you are experiencing a 'disconnect'. Also, your past is part of the Old, and the Old is forever gone. Being in the Now is the way of the New World.

 

Oh yes! I feel like I'm in a fog a lot of times. Strange memories come up that I haven't thought of in years. And a lot of the present gets quickly forgotten. If I didn't use 2 calendars to keep me on track I would probably not remember anything that I commit to doing. Last week feels like last year. And 2 weeks ago feels like an eternity ago.

6. 'Seeing' and 'hearing' things. You are experiencing different dimensions as you transition, all according to how sensitive you are and how you are wired.

 

Ever since the eclipse, I've had several strange experiences where I see something moving that I can't identify but when I blink it disappears. I usually get a "sense" when I see it.

 

7. Loss of identity. You try to access the Old you, but it is no longer there. You may not know who you are looking at in the mirror. You have cleared much of your old patterns and are now embodying much more light and a simpler, more purified divine you. All is in order, You are okay.

 

I feel like a different person on many levels, but inside there is a part of me that has always been but that now feels like it is growing bigger & bigger. Not so much a loss of identity, it feels more like a gaining of my true identity. I've had several occasions recently where I did look in the mirror & feel like don't recognize myself. Also, when I sing, my voice has changed so dramatically that I don't recognize it either. This happens everytime I sing now. A lot of times I feel like the voice takes over almost, like the part of my brain that controlled it before is not controlling it now, like it's being controlled by a higher vibrational part of myself. When I consciously try to control it, it goes all wonky.

 

8. Feeling 'out of body'. You may feel as though someone is talking, but it is not you. This is our natural defence mechanism of survival when we are under acute stress or feeling traumatized or out of control. Your body is going through a lot and you may not want to be in it. My ascension guide told me that this was a way of easing the transition process, and that I did not need to experience what my body was going through. This only lasted a short time. It passes.

Yes, as I mentioned, feeling in a fog. I often feel like my inside self that is getting bigger than the outside, is existing in different times/places all at once. My body here just comes in & out. My theory is not that it is so much stress, but that as I am integrating all of this, my body is going through an adjustment period, getting used to all this new stuff. It's like learning how to drive, or read, or walk, all over again. Getting everything on board, my brain, body, energy field, soul, higher self, etc.... takes some getting used to. :)

9. Periods of deep sleeping. You are resting from all the acclimating and are integrating, as well as building up for the next phase.

 

The other night I had just fallen asleep when a cell phone went off & woke me up. But when I woke up, it felt like I had been asleep for hours, even days! And even weirder than that, it felt like I had been in another place that is very hard for me to describe except that the feeling I get about it is that it is where I go when I sleep VERY deeply.

 

10. Heightened sensitivities to your surroundings. Crowds, noise, foods, TV, other human voices and various other stimulations are barely tolerable. You also overwhelm very easily and become easily overstimulated. You are tuning up. Know that this will eventually pass.

 

Since the eclipse, my hands have started tingling again. They get a feeling like they are over sensitive to anything I touch & it becomes annoying after awhile. The only relief I get is when I lay my hands on someone or something & literally let the energy out. I also have not been very hungry lately & not wanted the same foods as usual. The kids fighting has been super annoying lately as well.

 

11. You don't feel like doing anything. You are in a rest period, 'rebooting'. Your body knows what it needs. In addition, when you begin reaching the higher realms, 'doing' and 'making things happen' becomes obsolete as the New energies support the feminine of basking, receiving, creating, self-care and nurturing. Ask the Universe to 'bring' you what you want while you are enjoying yourself and having fun.

 

I get this every couple of days, feeling like not doing anything. I also have come to have this sense that everything is working out just as it should & so I don't have to do anything to get it to where it needs to be, because it is already there. A few days ago, I felt like the Universe spoke to me & said that because I had taken a huge step forward onto the timeline where I live my life purpose in a much higher vibration way, that this action was the signal to the Universe to complete thousands of the integrations that I have been doing recently. It told me that I had done a big chunk of work & that now it was time to sit back & let the Universe just take over for awhile & move things forward. :)

 

12. An intolerance for lower vibrational things of the 3D, reflected in conversations, attitudes, societal structures, healing modalities, etc. They literally make you feel 'sick' inside. You are in a higher vibration and your energies are no longer in alignment. You are being 'pushed, to move forward; to 'be' and create the New.

 

Yup, I am much more sensitive to anything that is not resonating with me. Not that anyone is "wrong", more just that I know what I need to be & I don't need to have so much outside validation about what that is. So when the outside tries to define that for me, my inner guidance goes, "OH, NO! That is NOT the way for you. Stick to your way!"

 

13. A loss of desire for food. Your body is adjusting to a new, higher state of being. Also, part of you does not want to be here anymore in the Old.

 

Yes, I have had to force feed myself several times in the last week. Rethinking that, maybe I should just listen to my intuition more. I really just want to eat Tanka Bites & celery. :)

 

14. A sudden disappearance of friends, activities, habits, jobs and residences. You are evolving beyond what you used to be, and these people and surroundings no longer match your vibration. The New will soon arrive and feel so-o-o-o much better.

 

Ya don't say. :P My life is about to get turned upside down, inside out, & any other way you can think of. The eye of the storm. The butterfly meeting the hurricane in the middle of the ocean. The point of perfect chaos. There are some painful releases of attachments as well as some delightful acceptances of The New. And yes, The New DOES feel SOOOOOO much better! Sometimes The New is also just The Old, rewired. ;)

 

15. You absolutely cannot do certain things anymore. When you try to do your usual routine and activities, it feels downright awful.

Nope, I can't do certain things anymore. Things that aren't meant to fall apart, start falling apart when I try to do the old stuff. Mainly, my inner peace! So no, I will not be going back to my old life. Ever. Things have changed. And there's no going back. Every once in awhile, yes, it does feel awful. Briefly. But honestly, most of the time, it feels GREAT! And freeing!!!

 

16. Days of extreme fatigue. Your body is losing density and going through intense restructuring.

 

Ha! I am not one to nap. It usually makes me feel groggy. But I have napped more times than I can remember in the last month.

 

17. A need to eat often along with what feels like attacks of low blood sugar. Weight gain, especially in the abdominal area. A craving for protein. You are requiring an enormous amount of fuel for this ascension process. Weight gain with an inability to loose it no matter what you do is one of the most typical experiences. Trust that your body knows what it is doing.

 

Well, it's not so much a physical hunger, more like an unexplained hunger. Sometimes I crave sweets. And I often crave beef, lamb, & buffalo. Tanka Bites! Mmmm!! I've not gained weight, actually lost some from the loss of appetite. Thank goodness! :) I feel fine where I am, weightwise.

 

18. Experiencing emotional ups and downs; weeping. Our emotions are our outlet for release, and we are releasing a lot.

 

Oh God! The last month has been a roller coaster! And the last week has been a doozy... I cried more than I have in the last 6 months! I am releasing attachments like crazy!

 

19. A wanting to go Home, as if everything is over and you don't belong here anymore. We are returning to Source. Everything is over, but many of us are staying to experience and create the New World. Also, our old plans for coming have been completed.

 

I never really experienced this like I've heard some people have. But this week I was laying in bed crying & suddenly had a vision-like experience where I felt like I was home. I had the sense of being on a beach, & I was living my life purpose fully with no limitations. It was exhilarating!

 

20. Feeling you are going insane, or must be developing a mental illness of some sort. You are rapidly experiencing several dimensions and greatly opening. Much is available to you now. You are just not used to it. Your awareness has been heightened and your barriers are gone. This will pass and you will eventually feel very at Home like you have never felt before, as Home is now here.

 

Story of my life! I think because I experienced this so much in my life, now I don't experience it quite so much.

 

21. Anxiety and panic. Your ego is losing much of itself and is afraid. Your system is also on overload. Things are happening to you that you may not understand. You are also losing behaviour patterns of a lower vibration that you developed for survival in 3D. This may make you feel vulnerable and powerless. These patterns and behaviours you are losing are not needed in the higher realms. This will pass and you will eventually feel so much love, safety and unity. Just wait.

Once again, I think that I experienced this so much in my life that it really is not affecting me that noticeably now. Although I still have moments of panic sometimes, they go away so quickly that it really is nothing like it used to be.

 

22. Depression. The outer world may not be in alignment with the New, higher vibrational you. It doesn't feel so good out there. You are also releasing lower, darker energies and you are 'seeing' through them. Hang in there.

Same as above. :)

 

23. Vivid, wild and sometimes violent dreams. You are releasing many, many lifetimes of lower vibrational energy. Many are now reporting that they are experiencing beautiful dreams. Your dream state will eventually improve and you will enjoy it again. Some experience this releasing while awake. My mother commented one day that she believed I was having nightmares in the daytime.

Oh, you don't even WANT to know the crazy-ass dreams I've had! ;)

 

24. Night sweats and hot flashes. Your body is 'heating' up as it burns off residue.

 

Oh, that's what that was! So weird, sometimes I was like, am I starting menopause at the young age of 33?! WTF!

 

25. Your plans suddenly change in mid-stream and go in a completely different direction. Your soul is balancing out your energy. It usually feels great in this new direction, as your soul knows more than you do. It is breaking your 'rut' choices and vibration.

Haha! Yes, this regularly happens to me.

 

26. You have created a situation that seems like your worst nightmare, with many 'worst nightmare' aspects to it. Your soul is guiding you into 'stretching' into aspects of yourself where you were lacking, or into 'toning down' aspects where you had an overabundance. Your energy is just balancing itself. Finding your way to peace through this situation is the test you have set up for yourself. This is your journey, and your soul would not have set it up if you weren't ready. You are the one who finds your way out and you will. Looking back, you will have gratitude for the experience and be a different person.

 

 

Funny that this would come up because right now I am indeed in what I would have considered my worst nightmare a few short months ago. Just I am not freaked out about it now. :) I have released attachments to things that I never thought I would be able to release. I have deliberately put myself in a situation that was precariously close to bringing me to a place of complete aloneness, which would have been the place I was most afraid to go before. But I am doing it now, & realizing that I can never truly be alone, ever

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