It is very common for enlightening human beings to be far more comfortable with giving than receiving. It is because you are beings service, on the planet to make a difference. The more you enlighten, the more you understand that being of your highest service is your greatest joy.
But only giving is not being surrendered to the flow, for the flow will bring you opportunities to both give and receive. It is through being willing to receive that you allow the universe to support and guide you. It also lovingly gives others the opportunity to experience the joy of giving and being of service, as well.
You will find true balance on your path when you can effortlessly give and receive, knowing both are part of the ebb and flow of the universe, and essential to the full experience each soul is seeking to have. ~Archangel Gabriel
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