Greetings lovebots,
Today will be a short update on what on earth is going on in my little piece of heaven. Last night I had a dream that needless to say was a little unnerving. I can only paraphrase it now but here goes:
I remember being outside my apartment looking around for something and it caught my attention that there was a group of thugs with rifles wandering around looking for trouble. My neighborhood was in some sort of state of upheaval and unrest to understate the obvious. My wife was back at our place. There was something on the ground I needed to get. By the time I got there the thugs had seen me and headed my way. In my pile of things I wanted to get on the ground was a white package and a gun. I grabbed both and basically ran for my place. The thugs chased me all the way back to my apartment. Once there I was able to shut the door and supposedly keep them out. Odd thing was was that there was a sliding door right next to the main door where anybody could just walk on through if they wanted anyways, thus rendering door lock useless.[this may be a future 5d thing, with new tech, who knows?] Anyhow I yell at the thugs to stay away or they are dead men. Then I hear a voice state that I have collected many more diamonds than the last time we had met. I wasn't sure if the voice was from the thugs or some otherworldly dis-embodied voice. I basically awoke at this point, quite a bit shaken; no shots fired or dead/injured people.
I know we're not really supposed to interpret our own dreams, which is why I use third party websites and my own divine intuition. I also had not read any GFP updates today either, which is the kicker for me (more on that later). I won't bore the reader with too much of a interpretation, but I will sum it up as best I can.
My take on this is basic: my ego is being "cleansed" and put into place by the universe and felt threatened in some way. Again, the gun is a metaphor in the dream and could mean any of several things. I have ruled out what I am sure it does not mean. But I am pretty sure that my sense of power or defense may have been challenged in dream time by the matrix management itself. I was able to escape its control yet again and this time to be ready for anything it wanted to throw at me.
Perhaps it was not a fear-based meaning at all. Maybe it was more of a passive/aggressive issue that I am working out. Maybe I am continuing to work out old-era thought patterns/scars that no longer serve me. Again, the ego cleanse reference here.
Then there was the diamonds comment. At that time, I didn't think much of it until I read about it and MotherGod's update today about what the diamonds we collect are all about. [Kinda spooky if you ask me] Here is a quote from dreammoods: "To see diamonds in your dream signify the wholeness of the Self. You may be finding clarity in matters that have been clouding you. " Then later this part :"To see a diamond shape in your dream symbolizes the many directions that you can take in life. You need to evaluate your goals and how you are going to achieve them. " I can guess it was my higher self actually getting through the noise.
After the GFP update, I can say, yes, I am gaining more clarity on what it is I can/want/resonate with to do. The kicker is that I have taken it upon myself to give myself many choices on what it is I can choose to do. I like a good menu. Lots of choices and contingencies. My programed mind is dissolving and is obviously putting up a fight. Too bad...I thought I already lost my mind a long time ago! My diamond has been broken into many pieces that I have collected and am analyzing. The kind of diamond we rise into being will depend upon the lattice structure we choose to build. The future life we choose is of our own making and it will resonate with our being! I know!.......dinosaurs! On a spaceship!!!!
~Nerdy
