The changing is so disruptive and exciting at the same time. I am so happy to be alive to feel this time in my human skin. So much has changed yet the outside still goes on like a old car. Clunking along, smoke blowing out the tail pipes rusty rims, torn upholstery, tires bald and the breaks hardly there....
Flashes of light now and colors as an artist it is an inspiration and as someone who always thought things were hinky, a relief and knowing love was powerful even before I knew just how powerful.
Things really blew up when our PC went dead, right at the end of June....We got our first Apple on my partner's birthday in August....we are also wireless...Positive things are popping up for us and I have a smile at the ready...Now when I see the news or go back here into the computer world, I do see and feel a difference....I can't stay here too long, I have to get up and go outside....
We are learning our new computer and our creativity flow as started again and that feels so great to want to paint and create again...It took until today to even want to share...not that I didn't want to but words are more difficult now...I find sounds intense, some actually shattering. Smells, wow, there some you just don't want to and they can make a girl swoon.....Colors the colors of Nature standing out as if on a black piece of paper...Feeling love actually pouring into my heart leaving my knees week.
I am grateful to be Here. I am excited and hopeful about my future. I am calm yet not and knowing the difference all at the same time. I Stand for Peace and Love and the rest well, I just don't care anymore......Have a great weekend everyone, Breathe it all in it is worth it and where ever you are is exactly where you Are.
