http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRVOOwFNp5U
watch this and say what you think
Tue, 08/28/2012 - 13:09
#1
Cody Elias Moore
Hopsin- Finally a rapper that isn't doing it to just make money and brainwash people
i liked it actually, even tho i smokeweed (helps big time with third eye meditation!) i still share his mentality, i lost alot of my friends bc i dont share the interest in throwin it up at the club EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and then using work as an excuse to throw it up on the weekends too it bothers me alot. they all also have a huge ego attached and will probly never awaken until a traumatic event happens to them. its what had to happened to me!
i watched the behind the scenes of that video and he mentioned being a skateboarder growing up and always feeling in his own world and i see alot of me in him, even tho im not black it dont really matter, he knows what hes talkin about he seems very conscious about it, and hes doing a good job communicating it to the young people! shit, i know some people my age i grew up with that could learn alot from this video even! SHARED TO MY FACE BOOK
yea i smoke occasionally too, but hes talking about the people that do it just because they want to fit in. The souls that become so attached to it that their sober life turns into hell in their eyes and they have to seek smoke out just to escape reality. I think smoke is ok if you are unattached to it and use it for spirituality purposes. People should learn to deal with their stress without it, to deal with it by going within and being in the moment of now. Thank you for you're feed back Lightbiscuits
Mostly all of my friends are like that, at least the ones I know in person, and I feel that their actions towards others and way of thinking is having an effect on our friendship making us drift apart. My brothers included, they have this massive egos that makes it very difficult to communicate with them. All of my friends are dependent on substances that give them a temporary escape from this cancerous Illusion of reality we are experiencing. And this everyday drinking is having an enormous toll on my body and I feel depleated of energy just being around them. It feels... Lonely.
I also was over attached to smoking, but then something changed, I started practicing meditation and it turned into something different. Instead of it being a necessary thing, it became a tool, a tool that I could use to further "entrance" myself in meditation and experience a new level of relaxation. However it is a Disposable tool now.
thats awesome to hear hugo! you arent as lonely as you think tho, im there with u and have actually accepted this "loneliness" as a lifestyle now, its just provided so many challenged that i overcame and adjusted to. i do have a couple close friends left but they cant help but go out and stuff too, but they are good friends and dont always invite me out and dont mind chillin at my place. so i think surrounding yourself with a couple close people is a good tool to master, and patience also. this is a huge opportunity by being so alone as im sure you can understand the dynamics of. good luck with everything and i wanna ask u something, recently my meditation has sort of changed, it doesnt have to take as much focus or effort to get the strong vivid persistant visuals, in fact, all i do is blink and ill notice something to make me wanna try closing my eyes a second, and im instantly feeling certain weightless sensations or dizzy feelings and the visuals are INTENSE! and INSTANTANEOUS now, i dont even have to try and sometimes its almost like i would have to try NOT to see anything when i close my eyes. but im not always like this its only sometimes, im guessing when my vibrations are already high probyly. have you noticed anything like this or changes in how your meditating is working?
Actually I am also going through something similar, when I started meditating it would take a while for me to get comfortable and clear my head. Recently since well 2-3 days ago, like you explained even just blinking some times all of a sudden I see a moving image morphing into shapes and that makes me want to keep my eyes closed to. I hear/feel my heart louder, my forhead feels like I have some one pointing his/her finger on my forehead, it feels like pulsating...and my body feels like its vibrating. I think the best way to explain it would be, when you are starting to get fever symptoms you start feeling alittle drowsy and your body feels numb but at the same time you can feel the vibrations around you, I think thats the best way I can explain it. Who knows maybe this weed I've been getting the past couple of days is just that good XD lol