I will never under appreciate a full nights sleep again and this morning, I am giving such HUGE thanks for the 7 hours of sleep last night. But I also have to say, I am grateful for this experience too. There is something of value that happens when you are not running on an energy pack that you are used to, at least, there’s value when I am not complaining about feeling so tired and messing with our reading schedules!!
Even the well tamed mind runs amok all day long when it has a full battery source, missing things, but also being over loaded with things too. I fully realize, what I experienced in the last two days with groggy mind, I (we) need to find a way to experience 24/7 without being sleep deprived, it becomes another tool of mastery. We have learned to see beyond the illusion, many have learned to focus their mental energy to become very proficient within meditation allowing that state of eternal connection to be present 24/7, whether in meditation or not. I realized thru these last two days, at least for me, I have learned to hear beyond the constant noise of any given day. However, it is still not a passive mental environment.
Example: I was so overly tired yesterday, my physical body did not have enough energy to become hungry. About 2 pm, I attempted to eat because my “memory” told me I should eat at least something… not happening. My body was not interested in chewing and swallowing and especially, digesting!
This morning, I realize there is a profound connection to an occasional pattern I have had since really connecting in meditation and thru doing readings. When meditations, or some connections take me to a place that I will simply call the deep connection to the source, to god when i am finished, I come out of that connection ravishingly hungry like I haven’t eating in weeks, and the need for nicotine is the same, like I haven’t had a smoke for weeks. Which is kind funny when it happens via the readings because I smoke like a chimney all the way thru the connections… my “holy smoke” (smile.) I never really thought about what happens during this time in a pure state of energy, but this morning, I know there is an absolute connection between my inability to eat yesterday and what I call my “god” connections. (Which are really just very high, pure vibrational spaces.)
The point here is to take our high vibrational energy and brain waves and control them 24/7 so they are at a place of rest all the time. This place allows for a fuller experience within the place of matter to be seen and heard naturally, without effort. It is also the place where we can use our stored energy for creation. I will explain more about this in the coming days.
Yesterday morning, for the first time since I came back from road trip, I took a walk down to the river, to the Mesa. I really just wanted to draw in that energy to help me be able to do at least one reading for the day (didn’t happen.) The moment I got to the patch of dirt that fully exposes the Mesa, I was hit with the strongest of energies I have ever… EVER felt billowing from the Mesa itself. It was so intense I almost turned around to go back to my house, eyes filled with some sort of odd tears. The tears weren’t happy nor sad, just… full!
As I moved my eyes from the ground upwards to see the Mesa, OMG it was sooooo different. Soooooo different. If I didn’t know better, and I am not sure I do, the Mesa itself moved 25 feet closer to the river. (It is about 50 feet behind the river.) The dirt and rocks seem sooooo different. Sooooo close in my view. Between being overwhelmed with this highly charged billowing energy engulfing me and the boggle that the Mesa looks and feels so utterly different and without the brain activity to go into overdrive of questions… I just stood there, wobbly.
Talk about “moving mountains!”
As my eyes looked up at the top of the mesa, I realized it too has changed. It released itself, opened more of its concentrated energy from a million years ago. I took a picture to try to compare it with other photos I have:
Without the fully capacity of my functioning brain, all I could do was be there, be Present and witness what I know deep in my heart is real. I know every energetic line of this place, of this treasure chest of energy and it never felt like this before. I couldn’t even sit to have a connection, it was too much all at once. I went home just in time to reschedule my next appointment then hopped into my first bath meditation since leaving Pennsylvania.
As I laid in my bath waters and closed my eyes, something really strange and utterly familiar happened. a sword or really large silver knife came down from directly above me and sliced me open. My mind instantly flashed back to one of the most profound experiences I have had on this journey, an experience with the energy known as the blessed mother. (I found a place on the internet where I documented/shared this experience, click here if you would like to read it. Beware of the massive amount of ads that are thrust on your browser before you get to read.)
This time tho, not black, disgusting energy was billowing out of me, instead, there was this dull gray silver energy that seemed to be connected with the sword. Can you imagine, I was too tired to even say “what the hell is that.” I just laid in the experience.
When I opened my eyes after the slicing, I could see a huge cloud of pure black energy moving down into my waters, into me. I opened and closed my eyes at least 5-6 times, each time there was this black energy, different shape each time, but each time moving in.
The one thing I knew, whatever the billowing energy that surrounded me at the Mesa was now moving deep inside. Even tho I didn’t have the energy or the need to question what was happening, my team put my memory to the place within Michael Newtons’s client (from the book Destiny of Souls) who talked about the dimensions and the deep black dimension before the formless. I really feel the formless dimension is the place the Planeatians live.
I am not even sure how this next understanding came about, but I was shown the circles of energy I talked about the other day. Instead of being laid out one in front of the other, they were laid out one above the other, each one larger than the one below it, very much forming what looked like a funnel shape. The “circles” were suspended above each other, nothing that I could see that “connected” them, except the pull of frequency energy, very much like gravity. I also realized we start out at the top most circle, the largest or widest one. Giving us much room to stumble and grow and orient ourselves to the more concentrated energies that will come available to us as we are pulled into the next dimension. By virtue of changing our lives, our mental patterns, our focus within, our energy fields intensify with manifesting potential ability and are brought into the realm of created matter… earth.
There was something that really puzzled me for the last several months, that now is crystal clear in my understanding. When I first (re) met my dad after a 36 year absence and I started to share the memories I had from that time, his experiences and memories and even the mundane details weren’t even close to each other. It was as if he was remembering a different time all together than I was. On my road trip home, spirit had said that is true. My memories are not so much wrong, but come from a different version/reality than the one he is remembering. Both versions happened, it is the energy trail we have chosen to take that makes the mind itself remember time in our perceived “past.” Our memories are there to facilitate growth and give us choice points of action from our past. As we are jumping realities all the time, the reality that is most in alignment to our path forward is what our “consciousness” remembers. Crazy… huh?
So, even these “circles” are filled with parallel realities intermixed at this profound time on earth. An “opening” for one does not mean someone else is going to have a connection to that “opening,” but it equally does not mean that that opening is not valid for others.
Another surprising twist that came thru my incredibly passive meditation yesterday was the energetic release of my lermurian crystal when I was at my father’s house. I almost forgot about that (and so many other things that happened on my road trip back home) and my team was quick to show me the huge significance of the release of the energy in the Mesa and the releasing of my crystal. The highest vibration (the vortex on the Mesa) had to release itself to the lowest vibration (where I was hanging out) and vise versa, to allow a full and constant flow of new energy to rebuild the base energy of all earths. My team said the minor explosion on the Mesa happened at the same time my crystal exploded. No wonder why the Mesa feels and looks so different from the day I left… because it is and so are we!!
I was also reminded of a visual that started my morning adventures at the crystal mines in Arkansas. Before my first dig I was getting instruction on what to do with some of the crystals I was about to dig over the next 3 days. Setting some up on the mesa, in my back and front yards and eventually sending some outwards to You. The first day of my dig I was shown an aspect of myself, leaning against the area that will be where I place some of the clearest crystals that I harvested. I am sharing a picture with an arrow that shows the place:
In my meditation yesterday, I was shown that very spot to be…. hmmm… a central energy point for our friends from the stars. I could feel a Pleiadian stream, a Sirius Stream, and streams from others I never heard of. It felt like a base of central communication harnessed by the crystals themselves. Like a GPS homing device to our star friends back to us. And more than that even.
The one thing I am sure of, we are in a time, and energy field of creation, like never ever before. This also demands we allow ourselves to be in an energy stream within ourselves, within our brain patterns like never ever before. Getting to Here was only the beginning….
On that note, I am going to close and go polish my antenna for use in todays field of adventures!!
((((HUGZ)))) of crystalline transmissions to ALL!!
Lisa Gawlas www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html
P.S.S. We are having a celebration on the Mesa July 19th, 20th and 21st with drumming and singing and filling the landscape with new energy, of Shambhala thu the human voice and heart on Saturday the 20th. I have an old webpage that I am going to share here (I have updated it slightly) that lists campgrounds (no campgrounds in the Jemez are currently open) and B&B’s for those who wish to celebrate and sing with us. Please sign the guest book if you are sure you are going to attend, space is limited and I need to keep a heart count. I Am so excited!! http://www.mysoulcenter.com/empoweredgathering.html
