Letting Go- The day the EGO died-TIME TO WIPE THE SLATE CLEAN!

As I read Ann Albers' post it really resonated with what has been happening lately to me and probably many of us in our current relationships.  Since early to mid-March I have noticed somewhat of a frantic, frenetic energy coming out of my partner.  He has been trying to fix and make perfect so many many things.  He has been selfish, self-absorbed and very needy.  The difference is - I totally let go in March!  I am FREE - I literally am I AM.  As my spirit and soul get stonger and stronger as the EGO died, I am noticing this EGO fight out of people - the EGO is trying so hard to survive and be satisfied.

I feel myself pulling away as I am not willing to participate in this completely off-balance uneven exchange.  I find myself looking upwards and asking "Really???  How much longer do I have to deal with this 3d world and EGO...this is so boring I am ready to move on to TOTAL LOVE, LIGHT and ABUNDANCE OF SPIRIT with all of the I AMs who are also ready to go.

I have experienced what Ann mentioned in the past - that total sadness and emptiness when you let go of a relationship but that was the EGO - the EGO was sad - not the spirit.  It was the attachment and the memories and all of that that we miss.

NOW, as we go from EGO to PURE LOVE AND LIGHT- Unity Consciouness, I am finding that my soul and my heart are not willing to be nicked away at anymore.  Its like my heart and soul are creating a force field or shield around them - they are no longer able or willing to be nicked away at by other EGOS.  I feel like I have my arms open wide and my heart and love are blasting out of me from my core - I am pure energy with no agenda - total TRUTH and LIGHT.  Because that is so pure and so GIVING, it is most often manipulated by EGOS who try to soak up as much of that purity as possible to heal themselves.  You give of yourself unconditionaly with no expectation but at some point you gotta say - "YO!  Enough is enough!  If I am feeding YOUR EGO and nourishing you - I am not LOVING ME!  I am not taking care of MYSELF and nourishing MY LIGHT BODY  when you are sucking my light for your ego.  RIGHT?  Every relationship in my life has always been lopsided and I realize that I have always been feeding and nourishing others with my unconditional love and soul.  Eventually, every one of them ended with me feeling  like a bird in a cage needing to break out - unable to tolerate anymore.  Well, as soon as you are FREE and realize this...ITS TIME TO PARTY!!!!  I feel now like I can fly without my wingsuit!  I cant wait until I no longer need my parachutes!  It feels like being a balloon

and the stings that are holding you down here on 3d earth - as you cut each one and you are finally floating it is SO AWESOME!!!

I had a vision recently.  During meditation we went into the "crystal palace" we were asked to look around and see what it looked like - totally BE.  Wow it was so beautiful!!!  It was a round room and all around were these beautiful crystals hanging in bright purple and blue and silver shining and singing ever so softly like windchimes.  It was dark in this round room except for this intense beam of bright white light shining down into the center of the room from above.  as I looked to the floor, there sat such a beautiful young innocent and pure girl with brown hair and green eyes - so pure in a white gown.  She was sitting on the floor with her legs bent to oneside and she had her arms outstretched high above her head into the light and she had an expression of acceptance and love on her face.  OMG it was just TOTALY BLISS.  I was an observer you see I was just watching all of this.  Later on, when I reflected - I realized that that little girl was me.  That was ME!  In my PURE LOVE AND LIGHT Innocence - completely void of errors, imperfections, scars, baggage, just pure white light.

I believe this is how our soul and energy body really look.  So pure, so beautiful, so much LOVE - unadulterated and total BLISS.

Let GO...Find your PURE self...that pure innocence..pure LOVE and LIGHT and be FREE of the EGO.  Surrender to the love and light.  Then do not let other egos throw barbs at your purity.  A few weeks ago I felt so alone.  Like I was slipping away from all the people that are close to me.  It was So painful going through the process of releasing the EGO as all of the other egos attacked and tried to hold on.  Now, I am FREE so happy able to soar like an eagle.

Let your Spirit SOAR for there are so many of us waiting to welcome you with open arms and total LOVE.  It's OK to let go and move on - those other souls have their own journey and we do not have the right to try to control another's soul journey - let go of attachment, neediness, LOVE YOURSELF and the rest will follow.

All my Love and Light,

Melissa Blueskygal