My name is Crystopher, I have a jagged and rough past, up to this point. (not looking for pity, just a brief update to catch everyone up) I feel I started to wake up on Dec 22, 2010 but it has been a constant process sometimes gradual other times completely shatters everything and anything I have ever known, and I am at the point now where I am questioning the reality my eyes see, as I am starting to feel like a horse with blinders on and I do not like it, I feel like there are things in plain sight that I cannot see, and I want to see them, I am very intuitive, like to observe, am completely anti-violence, feel very lost in this world we live in, which doesn't feel right, things need to change, I am not trying to make labels but I have begun doing some reading very recently and I believe I am a Crystal child(adult now) and lightworker.. I want to hone my abilities and ascend but do not know how, I want to become who I am meant to be. I need help I am about to walk/skate from Starke, FL to St. Pete FL. if nobody knows how far that is, it is roughly 200 miles each way. I have never attempted anything like this before, my mind at first didn't know what to think but my heart and soul have stood by me and supported and nurtured this decision, I am learning to forage, this is my way I guess of trying to learn more about myself, My life has been a constant adventure and I love it. Although I am progressively feel more and more and more pulled for something bigger, all my life I have known(even as a babe) I will do something(no idea what, but starting to get ideas at this point in life..23 years later) Very big that will change this world as we know it. I still feel that way completely.
My life in a nutshell until my "adulthood"(18) was very sheltered I had no idea honestly about anything and feel a large gap from being connected to myself, starting when I was abused, trauma at 7, until I dropped acid for the first time at 20. from 7 - 20 I can look back and see and remember everything but it feels empty and I know I didn't feel connected during any of that time.
That is all I have the time to post now as the pc resource is closing.. Lol
Any suggestions or feedback is very appreciated. and I look forward to all of the learning and experience I will gain, maybe even make some friends along the way =)
Peace & Love,