searching for a teacher and the light

Hello everyone it's lovely to meet you. I appreciate anyone who takes the time to read. I am in serious need of a guru or spiritual teacher. I live close to the Philadelphia area. I have spiritual goals that I am trying to reach but just can't do it on my own. I don't have much money to pay any one but it's better than nothing at all.. if any one knows of or is a spiritual teacher or guru please contact me as soon as possible if you are willing to lend me help. Thank you.. below is my email address. .

emraldeyez28@gmail.com