I asked my heart today what it wanted and my heart said love. I have just experienced the feeling of my heart chakra speaking. An image came to my head of my child self pouting and saying "I can do anything". I felt a true sense of passion for life that I have not felt in quite a while. I felt like crying, my chest is constricting in a way I've never experienced before. I felt that I should write this because if I hadn't I would have given in to my old self. I am giving up my warped sense of reality and pushing myself to do what makes me happy. Normally I would have avoided posting this for fear that people would not want to read what I've written, they won't care, they'll criticize me and judge me. But today I've been pushing myself to talk freely about what I am currently struggling with to the people who do care about me. All day I have been surrounded in the love my friends have for me and it is absolutely wonderful. My heart keeps constricting as I write this and I love the feeling, it's new and it's beautiful and I love it.
I have learned so much today and I want to write out loud these words because it helps me see clearer. I will get to the point I want to be at. I am going to love all there is because it's all here. I love the Creator so I love myself. Thank you<3
