DEEPLY AWAKE – A GOOD START

Well, here's a funny thing. I just wrote a nine page entry, and with one errant flick of my finger, it was all gone.

Try again.

I just wanted to say, the entry I put up yesterday bothered me, on many levels, ever since writing it.

Partly it was because I was trying, in a perhaps inappropriately public space, to work out a private issue, a private event, an encounter in which the other player left the field, unwilling to engage. And that felt weird.

But, I was sort of left with this big sack of questions after getting fired. I am allowed to continue to deal with it until I have found resolution. This is how I deal. Further, it is not a secret that this is how I work out stuff someetimes. So be it.

The other thing, the bigger thing, is that I was not being entirely honest, although I really was trying to be. Just couldn't go deep enough. Not ready.

So here I am, to try again.