Quietude is defined as “the state of being quiet; rest; calmness”.  That feels about where find myself.

“Freedom isn’t free” is a misnomer, or else it depends on your definition. Freedom means “exemption or liberation from the control of some other person or some arbitrary power; liberty; independence”. In a military sense, the phrase has been used as justification for war.  On a more personal level, freedom becomes synonymous with uninhibited love, expansion and peace.  In a surprising and unexpected way, it is where I am today.  This is a glimpse of our future, of what I imagine it feels like in the “next dimension”.

Historically on earth empires rise and fall.  The beings we label “dark” (1%) insatiable lust for wealth and power consumes their host (99%) and can no longer be sustained.  This inevitable collapse is what we are witnessing right now.  The populace has been spent, literally.  Those that would own us must feed someplace else or alter their way of life.

The situation that brings me this peace is that I no longer worry about money.  There is none.  I’ve reached the bottom.  It is no longer a matter of juggling; it is a matter of keeping food in the house until things change.

Things are really clear now.  I work when there is work to be done and relax when there isn’t.  Somehow, my internal fretting has stopped. Nothing is as important as I once imagined it to be, except life.  Sustaining, enjoying and loving what I have are all that I am focused on.