Yesterday I most likely pushed a LOT of buttons and stirred up a host of "bad" emotions. Some people most likely projected these feelings and fears back towards me (which is ok, I understand..) and some brave superhero people actually began to ponder their own values placed on illness and disease.
As you ask those pesky "why" questions and learn so much about yourself, there will be those other voices. You know, the ones that tell you "it's all hocus pocus", "after all the crap you've done in your life, you deserve this illness", "yes, but...."
Welcome to the wacky world of doubt. Just when you think you're strong and able to try some self-healing, doubt sneaks in and tickles your ear.
Resist the temptation to become frustrated and quit (doubt wins), or to beat yourself up for letting these thoughts get anywhere near you (doubt wins).
The secret, as the Buddha says, is to embrace doubt as you would a little child, then let it go.
In other words, embrace the doubt. Say hello to it, thanks for stopping by, but now you have to go.