You don't know your real I.
The real I you can know only when the false is gone.
The moment the false disappears the real appears.
The death of the false is the birth of the real.
And that quality which I am calling am-ness is the very center of life, the very center of bliss. You will remain the same person in a way, but in another way you will be absolutely discontinuous with the old; you will be absolutely new.
You will love, but now your love will not be the same as it was before. It will not have hate as its opposite side.
Your love will be now so great that it can absorb hate, it can transform its poison into nectar.
You will love but you will not possess.
You will love to give, not to get.
-Rajneesh