notice how you are feeling. notice where your attention goes, breathe all
of your experience in, keep going. continue noticing where your attention
goes. notice that which motivates your desires to act upon certain motivations
via your current awareness. self inquiry forever.
again notice into whats motivating your choices. notice how you feel when
an experience doesnt go the way your ego desires it to go. notice how you feel
when your ego is being gradually dismantled before your eyes. notice how at
one point you used to identify with certain thoughts about certain behaviors,
and now you no longer identify with acting upon them, because that part of
your ego, you no longer identify with,notice how you feel now and notice
how its similiar, yet not the same as to how you once felt before, and how that
you will feel in the future is also similiar, but again not the same as how you
feel right now.notice as to how much of
your ego you still identify with in a similiar manner as you once did with
the previous motivations via being present within your current experience.

notice how you feel while you are sitting there, feeling your feelings
about your experience, this experience of feeling your feelings, about
your experience, is self inquiry.notice how you feel when you are listening
to your music of choice, whether its the music of all that is, or the music
of that which is being played through the earbuds/headphones being on your head
/in your ears with your current artist of choice.
notice how the lyrics or no lyrics/the sound,the beats,the patterns, the rhythm(s)
makes you feel.notice how you can feel what you hear, and you can see that you
feel what you hear, thoughts/feeling/emotions included, and the space that is your
similiarly uniquely equal and pure awareness
where thoughts/feelings/emotions/awareness of your awareness itself

  In the presence of now we begin to know the difference of Life's chosen choises

 Remembering what of the past has created todays' conversions

 Seeking to understand the elements of living in the now helps all to know the difference

 Never in awaken eye did one feel the difference of ascensions that opened the heartfelt reasons to be happier in a world filled with joy and laughter

 We assumed as gathering the stale matter of gravity holding us to close to the ground and not allowing to experience the difference of positive and negativity

 We experienced the darkness of unfolding matter and tis was the darker side of the moons

 Now has come the energy of movement as Oceans  fill our shores with tides of positive emotions ~ we have encountered the most as knowing what we know to be in truth

 Stand as high as reaching the skies onto the Galaxies beyond the Stargates of heavens

 Be in the Now and allow the creative forces to be what you so gracefully have designed for oneself.

I woke in the morning 2 weeks ago with a  strong sense of calling. I have never been to Mt. Shasta and Living in Los Angeles for 28 years I am slightly embarrassed to say, I was not even sure where it was ? But it was certain I was going soon. I asked my middle son Christian you want to take a road trip? He was in.. I asked my youngest Asher, You want to see Mt.Shasta ? Yes ! This is a mission ..through several nights of dream instruction that I struggle to remember..we are leaving tomorrow at noon. We nee to be there,