its such horseshit that you cant even get a job because of the person you have to go through
is afraid of the new. that theyre consumed in their thoughts, and their emotions, and less
with their actual feelings. they identify with their thoughts and emotions of how they
perceive you. oh the human condition as it stands today. yes its changing, but theres
also others who are contracted to be in resistance for a while.

does it bother you that i swore? good. get offended. maybe itll wake your ass up a little.
im sure everyone who likes reading from the enlightened perspective prefers it to be
curse word free, you know, like a cloud! but, if you focus on the cloud, you miss the
fact that you even understand the beauty that resides in the cloud, from the fact
that we deal with accidents, or even anger, that life isnt this pretty
cloudy, floaty , cuddlebug existence that you like to paint for yourselves.
or the fact that you like to focus on the future events, that you hope for a better life
someday, somewhow. im not saying that we arent going to have a better life in the long run
because we will, but first we have to deal with all the turmoil, the muddy waters.
have to go to the abyss of being  and deal with all the SHIT that lies in there.

for example, the reason why marriages fail, why boys and girls breakup. we beings
get into arguments in the first place. identifying with the egos fear of death
being the root cause of all of this turmoil in the first place. im not saying that
you the reader are in fear, but i am saying that the conditioning itself,
the fact that beings identify with their unconscious reactive state of being
or their conditioning, their egomind , is the reason why were even having to deal
with all this upheaval in the first place, its stuff like this, that keeps
me awake at night, or even for days.

and enlightened being is supposed to be. whether its focus on the positive man!
or the complete opposite, or in between the two. honestly, you dont even have
a focused intent on any of it. because you realize theres no need for that.
you dont intend on being this or being that. you can plan though, but thats
from the place where youre being present within the love you are and seeing
that theres a window of oppourtunity, to perform specific actions, like
doing the dishes or walking your animals, the variations range obviously

but the basics always remain, dishes, food, sleep for some, or sleeplessness
here and there, work is always a constant even when youre on a vacation.
another aspect of the misunderstandings of what it means to be an
enlightened being, is "sending wonderful thoughts your way!" or "keep your focus
on this color" or " keep your focus on only positive thoughts feelings
emotions and visions, and make sure to keep out the negative " this is abosolutely
absurd, and futile, because in just doing that, not only are you not being
the enlightened being you are, but youre identifying with that which you have
desired to NOT become, in the here now. and thats the egomind itself.

another example of whats called the spiritual ego, is you trying to control
the flow of the energies themselves, trying to control your thoughts,
your visions, your emotions and your feelings. also included is the
superiority delusion of the spiritual ego, where in you try to control
the situation thats taking place everywhere on the planet. and when it doesnt
go your way, you throw a fit over it. this is a part of the human conditioning
thats being worked through currently. only those who are currently open to
this kind of information are receptive to it, everyone else literally just
discards it and states that they have nothing to gain from it and then they

its clear to me, that we are not cared about.
from the h1n1 and flu vaccinations, to the medications that are tossed our way
that are said to be helpful in our healing process of our mental status.
from gmo's to marijuana being illegal, to the production of opium,cocaine
and the manufacturing of heroin from opium overseas. we have the "leaders"
of the planet to thank for intelligently working diligently for this.
special ops, to black ops, and in between. we also have congress to thank
for assisting in these processes of continual perpetuation over the
course of human history for these experiences as well.
we also have the scientists in labs working on all available technoligies.

the corporations , which have been working swiftly to eradicate
mom and pop shops all over the planet. monstanto, walmart, you name it.
you know its there. in all the education formats we have to work with.
even in the arts industry. all media as well. religions too.
hereditary unconscious conditioning , generation to generation,
throughout history on this planet. unconsciously taught to fear
the love that we are. stay in line or else! you know the deal that is present
in the here now. 6 months before the twin towers went down, everyone who
willingly kept their mouths shut about this, knew what was coming.

were continually dealing with Diocletian's Problem-Reaction-Solution.
in short, were dealing with beings who know the ins and outs
of consciousness as it is. with this knowing one is constantly dealt with
dealing with the threats of dealing with the governments threats towards the self.
simply because one is speaking out against the established order.
not only from "the officials" but also from "the civilians" who are
totally unaware of these facts. again stay in line or face the firing line.
there have been beings all throughout history who have spoken out against