My twin soul sent a part of itself deep into the unknown to place an anchor in the lower dimensions. This part was a set of twins like the original, but separated from itself. My soul, being strong and brave, travelled to the very lowest depths possible before establishing itself there.
The soul that was left knew the bliss of oneness, and had no desire to experience anything else, so it spent great expanses of time in the higher planes, enjoying love, beauty, truth, and power (we will very soon add knowledge and wisdom to that list, and offer in return the remembrance of eternal life).
The mind is capable of creating many interesting things; it can construct an elaborate world from the simplest of ideas. If you let you mind run away with itself it will try to create rules to explain absolutely everything, but eventually it realises that can never 'know', and the task is endless and weary.
This is where your heart steps in and softly reassures that there is no need to work everything out because you already knew everything all along. The mind only hears that it is not needed and goes into defensive mode. "If I don't work everything out you will be in danger, I will make you safe", it says. But of course you are already safe, the mind only has to agree that this is so and experience will confirm it Your mind is a wondrous thing, it creates form as it pleases and is definitely not redundant.
There is no need to despise the mind, instead, let your ponderings be motivated by the joy and wonderment of discovery and understanding, bringing form to the things your heart already knows.
It is the simplest ideas that offer the greatest understanding.
"According to the RA Material, at some point (the 5th dimension according to the understanding of this source) it becomes impossible to progress higher on the service to self path. At this point entities must switch to the service to others path in order to progress. After much pondering on this point I have come to the conclusion that this is because at this point the polarities are so close that putting oneself before others results in immediate consequences for the entity practicing this path. In order to progress one must consider others as well as self, and that I think is the key and the highest realisation any self can make."
I was contemplating the extreme fluctuations in energies that we have been experiencing in the last couple of weeks. It suddenly struck me yesterday, these are labour pains, Gaia is having contractions! Who knows how long this process will actually take, but this is very exciting despite any pains that may be experienced.
The experiences I had in 2005 are making much more sense to me now. My self-imposed limiters are being removed as there is no longer a need for them, and my physical reality grows more beautiful and more magical every day. I came back to physicality in 2005 for a reason. I could have stayed in the place of oneness in love and bliss, while my physical body lived out its days locked away in hospital, a shell of its former self. I could have stayed in that place filled with the higher selves of the people I had left behind in physicality, and I’m sure I would have adjusted to these strange versions of the people I already knew. But I truly loved the people in my life just the way they were back then. Yes, it is true that I loved the world, even in its seeming separation. I could not leave the physical versions of my loved ones behind. So I came back for my world, I came back for my friends and family, I even came back for my body. I came back to take it all with me to the place of oneness I had visited. My true guide through all of this is my heart, it really is the only guide I need. Even though my mind and the minds of those around me protested a lot, as they still do sometimes, my heart has not yet lead me astray.
I must thank the Guardians of the Golden Ray and Jill Renee for their article, Expanding Further into Unity Consciousness. They have managed to explain in an uncomplicated way what I was struggling to put into words. They have helped me to better understand the issue of the ego, and have allowed me to rewrite my understanding to more clearly convey the message I originally intended. Indeed, I have only written three paragraphs as I do not believe I have much more to write on the subject at the current time. Please refer to Jill’s article for a fuller understanding.
