Worry

I am currently still in college and my dad called me this morning to tell me that I might not be able to continue my last two years at my university. I've spent the morning searching and applying for scholarships but I just don't know what to do. I want to stay and graduate from my college but if I don't get a job as well as scholarship/grant money I won't be able to finish at the university that I love. I know the Creator is guiding me but I feel scared and lost and upset. I don't know how to do the things I love and want to do if I can't even do something as simple as getting a job. I am simultaneously exhausted of the pressure from my parents to graduate college and have a degree, and the pressure from myself to just travel the world and be free. On top of all this there's other extraordinarily heavy things that I'm still dealing with and have to pay for.

I'm so confused and I just need help with anything.