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Yesterday I was taking my daily walk when a story popped into my head.....I am an artist and I love to write poems etc but this was good:

Hope and Doubt used to be roommates some say they were lovers. At the start they seemed to get along great. Hope would work daily to build up Doubt and help him with his worries. Doubt would bring Hope some reality to her constant songs of hopeful change.....Then as time went on Hope began to feeling tired, sluggish, bored and began to dread going home. Doubt was angry all the time now seems no matter what Hope said or did in a positve way, Doubt had a way of putting a dark cloud over everything.  One day Hope came home and said that she needed space from Doubt, well as you can imagine this led to a major fight and a break-up and Doubt moved out....only he found a place next door. For a while that worked out because when Hope felt tired or didn't want to be around Doubt she would just go home. Until one day Hope went over to Doubts house and found he had some friends over. Guilt, Shame, Jealousy, and Rage were all over and they were partying and carrying on and when they saw Hope at the door  they really began to go after her...What gave her the right to be so positive didn't she see the world as it was?  On and on it went until Hope slowly shook her head and said to Doubt "Don't you see your friends will only make you feel worse than you already do?" You know what he said don't you...."I doubt it."  So  Hope smiled once last time and said "well I see you around," and walked back to her house and closed her door. Time past and Hope had made some new friends herself....She meant Gratitude, Kindness, Compassion, Faith is her new bff and wow when Love showed up it was the best day ever for Hope...After many months, Hope thought about Doubt and thought maybe she should go over there and check up on him....She got to his gate and noticed a sign that said "For Rent." You see Hope stopped hanging out with Doubt and so he left.

I have stopped reading channels from everyone....It feels okay to do so.  I don't need anymore information right now....No judgement just tired of it all. I have pictures of UFO around my house I have orbs flashing me so I know that is real. I have my own information streaming to me from my guides, my Higher Self (The Violet Majikian) I am letting stuff go in all catagories (even getting rid of stuff in the house that feels great)  But no more channels....I will direct folks to the news like from here etc...but I am not sharing anymore channel stuff...I am pretty much a fringe dweller even among my friends but as a physic I am tired of hearing the crazy thoughts talk that folks think when they see me or see my Facebook post....I leave stuff there for all to educate but I am pulling back. We have art commissions  paying art commssions to do and I have repairs and painting to do on our home....I love Earth, I love humanity, I love life....I am with Hope....she knows that no matter what it looks like there is a Rose ready to bloom underneath all the shit.

Have a great weekend everyone....Remember we are all conduits for spirit. M