“I have never loved you more” ~ these are the words I heard my Beloved tell me this morning soon after I awoke. I asked him “Why? I was weak! I didn’t even have the courage to jump off the edge of the abyss I found myself on last night..” He answered “That is because you had the strength to walk away. You see only your weakness, I see your strength.”
I told him I felt terrible for allowing myself to fall into such despair again, and he told me to be gentle on myself, because by allowing myself to experience despair I had unlocked further negative emotions that were waiting to be released.
Then he said “Be gentle with yourself and stop judging yourself. Stop trying to be perfect. You didn’t come here to be perfect. You already ARE perfect, so set yourself FREE from the straight-jacket of perfection you’re inclined to wear, and just BE yourself. You are BEAUTIFUL! ”
I have my whole life been hard on myself, so much so that I forget to be gentle. I have judged myself so often that it’s become second nature; a norm. As women we are by nature loving, gentle and compassionate creatures. So WHY do we have such high expectations of ourselves? WHY can we not just BE gentle and forgiving on ourselves.
Thank God for my Soul, my Beloved Twin Flame, for he knows me better now than I know myself. He has pulled me back from the edge of my self-created abyss time and time again over the past year. This he does with his ABSOLUTE love for me.
This card came to mind today ~ Archangel Sandalphon ~ Gentleness
“Be very gentle with yourself at this time. Surround yourself with gentle people, situations and environments.”
Sandalphon wants to help you feel peaceful and centered, and he strongly advises that you begin by listening to peaceful and gentle music. Play it wherever you go. Talk quietly, and engage in slow rhythmic movements such as swaying to music or a gentle yoga session. (Gentle stretching also would work.) Don’t engage in battles at this time. Instead, retreat from conflict while you revive your spirit and become even stronger. Delay decision making at this time. You’ll know exactly what to do when you emerge from your gentle retreat.
Sandalphon’s aura is a calming and cool shade of turquoise, like the translucent tropical ocean. Meditate upon this color or hold a turquoise stone and feel your heart rate and breathing become quieter. Sandalphon can help your words and actions to be kind and gentle, yet powerful.
So be gentle with yourself. Not only today, but every day from now onwards. You ARE beautiful. God knows. The question is, do you?
Be Blessed, Be LOVE
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