Welcome to February!!  I am breathing a sigh of relief that the craziness that has been January, is now behind us!  Instead of the winds of change blowing us to smithereens on even subatomic levels, we now have the winds at our back, pushing us forward.  For some, that can very well be interpreted as, pushing us out of our comfort zones.

There are two readings from yesterday that sit strongly at the forefront of my mind this morning.  The detail and understandings of both of them became clearer and clearer as the day progressed.  I also realized, primarily due to my last reading of the day, what the field is really showing you.  I mean, I knew, but with this lady’s reading and actually the conflicting energy coming thru the phone, the point was underscored:

No matter what your life may look like on the outside, what your circumstances may be on the inside, ya know, ego chatter, YOU are ready.  The readings over the last several days have been showing us what is needed to set all the prepared fields of energy into motion.

Did you ever have a meditation that just seemed to alter everything.  It takes you to a place that is so deep within alternate realities, alternate universes, choice points that allows you to choose again and once you enter and choose a different outcome, there is no returning back to the reality you have been living.  Welcome to my meditation yesterday and my ongoing present moment this morning.

After my day was finally finished yesterday, I took a bath.  The only thing I got to see, which still has me smiling this morning, was spirit’s hand working my appointment calendar.  Maybe it was because I was marveling at the alignment of each of you on the day’s agenda of readings, each in your own energetic place and yet, adding a very important and harmonious brush stroke to the tapestry unfolding.  From my meditation view, it almost looked like a puzzle, pieces scattered all over the place.  One piece may have already been in my hand and spirit would take that piece out of my hand put it somewhere else and place a new piece in my hand.  All with divine reason, to paint a real and true picture, thru your light, in our unfolding story of Light.  It was very much like the long arm of spirit was putting you in a very particular placement at the exact time you needed the understanding of where you are within your field of Light and the ongoing story of understanding.  It was humbling really.  I have been doing readings now for 10 years in various different ways, but never ever had each day build into an understanding of where we are now.  Of course, we were not on such a fast track of evolution either thru the last 10 years.  But then again, nor have I ever really written about it as consistently as I do now.

What a gem January has become.  I guess it always was, but when you are in the fire changing the molecular structure from a piece of coal into a brilliant diamond, it sure doesn’t feel very gem like!!

For me, there are so many things clicking into place, understandings made tangible and actually…. very very applicable.

There is a huge difference in perspective when we are on top of something looking straight at it, as opposed when we are a sizable distance from whatever that is, looking at it.  The view from a distance is fuller, more complete.  This is true for our spiritual journey as well.  More often than not, whatever is changing or has changed in our physical life is also giving us a larger view of our changing spiritual life as well, if we take the time to stop and really notice.

When I first seen the Mesa from the road way with my own two eyes, it was so different than when I open my back door and see it.  The avalanche was huge, the falling away of ancient lava, one of the most resistant elemental formations loosened by erosion of time and weather.  Very much like the goo of our ego!!  It hangs on tight and solid.  Until it cannot any longer.

What a month January is turning out to be, at least in my world.  Up, down, in, out, whirl around, flat-out… But no matter the condition my body or my mind is in on any given day, one thing is constant, the stream of continued understanding and in insight.  I literally feel like I have downloaded 10 encyclopedia’s of information since January started, more than half of them, thru you!  Thank you very much (smile.)  I think yesterday became one of those days of really deep integration within me.  My mind woke up tired, exhausted really.  I tried to do readings, but all I got to see was my own antenna.  The only time I ever really see my antenna as I attempt to read is when I am neither off nor on, but in a growth phase.  But even that showed us something.  We are not only growing within our conscious abilities, we are really expanding too.  My antenna used to look like a softball sized pole that went out into the back yard to connect with your soul energy.  The softball size no doubt related to the size or opening of my crown chakra, since that is where it emerges from.  Yesterday, it was the size of my whole flipping head and looked very much like a psychedelic mushroom!!  What that means, I guess we will find out as we continue to connect and grow together!