this morning after waking up, i remain in the bed and tried to remember my dreams.. i dont do that usually.. i mean i dont make extra efford for remembering.. but this morning i felt like i have to remember.. 

suddenly i remembered and began crying .. a strange cry of fear .. I was saying oh my god.. oh my god.. every detail i remembered, i felt like a poor kid in extrem fear..

in the dream:

i was a kid.. not who i am now.. not this time.. language was english.. time felt like early 19th century.. i was in a orphanage.. manager was a man with big face and big glasses..

he was known as evil himself among kids. he approached me and gave me a small piece of fabric with a glass symbol on it...(i dont remember well but.. i think it was a thing to be attacherd or warn to arm like star of David jews warn at 2nd ww.) when i got it in to my hand i understood that i was choosen.

i ran away.. not many kids knew it.. but i knew it.. i heard abt it before that.. if someone is given this mark, this kid would be choosen and taken at night time.. not given to a family but, raped and murdered.

i was so afraid.. i was running in the gardens between barracs.. i began screaming.. they want to kill me.. they want to kill me.. please help me.. all the children i came across was so afraid of my reaction.. they had white faces.. no one could ever help me... i knew that this night they would pick me up... so after all the noise i made the manager ran after me and he was saying '' i wont do anything'' he cought me. i tried to fight back.. it was impossible..

i do not remember the rest of the dream.. but i know that i was 12 years old and raped and murdered.

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it took a while to remember where i am.. i realized that this was a chance at my door for forgiving and purifying my self..

i tried my best.. 

we had a meet and greet case today  with 15 to 20 star people whose energy is similar to moldovite stone-cystal.

22nd november at abt 12 noon while we were chanting with singingbawl in a very quite forest like area, my wife has seen with her 3rd eye, 15 to 20 star people appeared near by us and stood there for a litle while. She told me that they were in spiritform and emotionless light beings. Before she had chance to learn about their purpose of visit they disappeared again. she said their energy signature was very similar to moldovite crystal. we wondered abt their visit :) we were honored by their visit most definately. but why they stayed very short and why did they not say a word to us, that we dont know.. so tonight i read this message -manuscript of survival 226.. there it is said meet and greet events :)

i hope next time they stay enough time for us to give them a big hug.

Compassion and Unconditional Love

A little tiger was found starving and brought to this monk. Monk took care of the tiger. In the coming months and years many more tigers found him. Today he is feeding hundreds of wild animals under same roof. some come eat and go. some come, stay forawhile and go. some come and dont leave.

Japan government decided to end the Nuclear power Plants once and for all..

this is the VICTORY OF LIGHT