GOD DAY MY SACRED DIVINE FAMILY. PERSONALLY, FOR THE LAST YEAR, LOVE GAVE ME A LESSON, IT WAS A VERY INTENSE LESSON ABOUT HOW MUCH I AM WILLING TO GIVE TO SOMEONE I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART = EARTH. I UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE ALL BY MY SELF, ALONE AND FEELING ISOLATED HAVING ABSOLUTELY NO ONE I COULD SHARE MY THOUGHTS WITH. EVEN THOSE WHO WERE MY "FRIENDS" HAD ZERO CLUE WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH. I AM AN EMPATH AND FOR SO LONG EVERYTHING AROUND ME SEEMED LIKE A "FOG" JUST OUT OF PHASE FOR ME. THE PEOPLE I MET HAD "GLASSY EYES" AND THE NO ONE HOME LOOK. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THAT LOOK?
I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS THE CRAZY ONE, I KNEW I SURE DIDN'T FIT IN. I THOUGHT ALL THE FEELINGS I WAS HAVING WERE "MY" FEELINGS. WHEN I FINALLY FOUND OUT THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHAT I WAS FEELING AND WHAT THOSE AROUND ME WERE DOING, WELL, AT THAT MOMENT MY LIFE CHANGED. IT WAS THE MOMENT I REALIZED I HAD BEEN LOOKING OUTSIDE, OF ME, FOR ME, LOL.
I AM SURE THERE ARE MANY OF YOU WHO HAVE HAD SIMILAR EXPERIENCES AND HAVE OR ARE LEARNING TO GO WITHIN TO FIND THE "REAL YOU", OPEN UP YOUR PRESENT AND BLESS THE ALL WITH THE LOVE YOU ARE, BRILLIANTLY SO, I AM BLESSED BY ALL OF YOU IN SO MANY WAYS.
LOVE TOLD ME ABOUT THE "HU+MAN CONDITIONING" ONE GOES THROUGH TO BE HERE IN THIS REALM, LTFOL, WELL, LOVE SURE WAS CORRECT ABOUT IT. IT IS FORCE FED IN EVERY WAY TO CONTROL THE PERSON SO SOCIETY CAN WORK FOR THOSE WHO "OWN", AND "PROGRAM THE PEOPLE". THEIR "ILLUSION" IS THE DISEASE, SOCIETY HOLDS PEOPLE IN ISOLATION AND SEPARATION, FOR THE FEW TO CONTROL, LONG STORY WHICH IS NOW COMING TO AN END, YEAH RA, AMON!