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Submitted by hilarionra on

youre so full of shit. you dont see yourself the way i do, and you dont see me that way
i see myself, and you see me from your unconsciously conditioned perception. and i see you
from that perception, and you tell me im in denial and have psychological issues
that need to be addressed. you tell me i need help, which is true because we all rely
on one another. you come at me from a place of egoic delusional superiority. telling me
that the way you perceive reality to be IS the way it is. you tell me that i need
to take a look at myself in all totality. you look into the books of old, for the
answers to your questions, you look to the books of old to uphold your perception.

you tell me im scared , im socially anxious, or suffering from panic attacks
or anxiety attacks. you in short tell me that youre seeing me as yourself
from a totally unconscious awareness. you never had the thought to question yourself
because you grew up having support of your unconscious perception of yourself
thus the way you perceive others to be and reality to be. you spin around
in circles unconsciously inside yourself, spewing your perception as the truth
at everyone around you, and only enjoy being around those who support your
current stance in the world.

you verbally persecute others who completely disagree with you and point out
how they see you. some of you not only verbally persecute, but intentionally
hurt others for them pointing out what they see taking place within you,
and this is because youre the one whos denying the fact that youre in denial,
because you identify with your unconscious, reactive, conditioned, egoic,
perception. youve even told me that i need to be put on medication
because my perception is deluded, crazy,insane, and not right. you read
these sentences and break down the words , so you can see where it is
that im coming from.

You Can Count On Change...

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Submitted by ellion on

This is Friday...  I thought I'd try again today.

 

 

 

I'm feeling rather detached from Evolution these days. Its quite a new phenomenon for me because generally things don't bother me much. My motto is "It's all good" and I look at life that way, but this feeling I am experiencing is new to me. I just feel sooo lethargic and almost "uncaring". Now I know better than that, so uncaring is not in the cards. Its just a similiar feeling of sorts. Recently I have lived with health challenges and that also is another level.

 

Not to say that I haven't faced these moments before, but not like this, "the whole scenario of health is pulling my focus towards it".

 

Health is something you appreciate a lot more when you feel it pulling away from you some.

 

I know, I know... "stay positive and don't allow space for these challenges to gain ground"... The very fact that I am talking about it here, kind of gives the thought a little free edge, but this is a blog and by definition, a place to vent some. Unless you have dealt with these type of issues, it may be easy to view these words as whining.   I'm not playing victim here. I know everyone has sick days... is that an affirmation I just typed? Reality is a true dilemna we learn to manage, is it not?

 

 

Waiting...

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Submitted by SophiaLove on

Outside, nothing is moving.  The trees aren’t blowing in the breeze.  I hear no sounds.  Inside not much is happening either – not fear or excitement or determination or worry, but pause.

 

This is new for me.  As a writer, there are always scenario’s played out in my head.  Today, the stage is empty.  Perhaps this is waiting.  Maybe this scene hasn’t been written yet.

 

If that’s the case, let’s be sure it springs from a solid base, loaded with good material.  Let’s fill this space with love. 

 

On Saturday, about 500 of us completed another Quest for Love.  Here are a few of the things we explored…

 

So Much Love

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Submitted by Stasha beLOVEd on

I have never felt so much love and support in my life as i have this weekend

 

I am still releasing so much emotional energy, it is overwhelming

 

For the first time in years... i spent the entire weekend totally disconnected from making money. this is nearly impossible for me considering it is so close to the first of the month and i am still a month behind in rent as it is... but for some reason... i know it will all be OK.

 

I have spent all of my time sleeping, and eating healthy foods.

 

My dreams have been intense.

 

One year ago I did not even remember my dreams.

 

I have been dreaming of three different scenarios.

 

One of a man I have yet to meet in this life, but I am aware he is from my past.

 

In this dream, we are reunited and the love is so intense... I have this feeling of being reunited and this missing piece is put back into place after centuries of being disconnected.

 

The second half of my dream shows me meeting yet another man, who I am aware of but have not met in this life either... he also is from my past, and he is there to witness my reunion with guy #1. He expresses happiness for this reunion as he sees  my heart and its contentment, yet I feel this sadness within him, as though it was MY heart he was truly seeking, but this man is different... he is not one to open his mouth... he is not the obvious choice for me... yet something tells me he is the RIGHT one.

 

Remaining in the Now

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Submitted by maidenhair on

 We cannot live in a world anymore full of hatred anger it's unveiling to the human psyche

 

Alienment of our chakra's

Cement our Intellect & emotions for balanced

 

Release all your negativity that is found within you and

you will be set free

 

What's to come is a reality of galactic forces be ther in there now and feel the changes beneath you feet

 

Assuming we have to hang onto negativity is our past once the ascensions are in fold of we spark the light in every spiritual being and so it is..

 

Glenda J.

Galactic Federation of Light Message - April 22nd 2012.

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Submitted by Star Gazer - Cheryl on

Tonight is the night that many of you will be called upon for first contact. Those of you who have been previously told of your first contact details should now prepare for the exciting events that tonight and concecutive nights will bring. It is not necessary to 'prepare' yourselves as such, as the actual earth time that you will be absent from your families will be minimal, but many of you will be called at night time, when there is less chance of disruption to your 3rd dimensional lives.

All of you have been given indicators to look out for, to know that time is drawing near;a certain alignment of stars in the sky for example, so keep a look out for these visual signs to occur. Those who are ready to undergo first contact will receive our verbal notice too, and many of you will already have received your 'notice' that first contact will occur at any time now.
You will also have received instructions of what to wear and what to bring, so have those items ready, as when we give you the call, we would like things to move as smoothly as possible, with minimal disruption to your lives.

Some of you have been asked to meet us at a certain location. These locations have been chosen primarily for the privacy that they will provide, as we do not wish to announce our presence to the inhabitants of the Earth before they are ready for us. We are building up our anticipation of this event finally occuring, as it has been a long time in its preparation.
For those of you who do not receive a call from us in the next week or two, fear not, your call will come. This first initial contact is a test of sorts, and the people we have chosen to assist us in this are ones who are more than ready to meet up with us. They will be, in your words, our 'guinea pigs', and from this initial contact, we will be able to decide whether our methods of initiating first contact can be improved in any way.

Galactic Federation of Light Message - April 29th 2012.

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Submitted by Star Gazer - Cheryl on

Discouragement, disappointment and uncertainty. These are all emotions based on fear. Fear has no place in the higher realms, so those of you who are experiencing these emotions at this time need to recognize these feelings for what they are, and ask for assistance in ridding yourselves of them. We can help you with this.

We realize that many of you are awaiting your own personal experience of first contact with us, many of you already have, and we have learned much from these initial contactees. Subsequent meetings will therefore be much more favorable, as there were many difficulties for us to overcome in arranging meet ups with you all, but experimentation with our technology upon your world has opened up many new options to us. So we anticipate that subsequent meetings will be a lot easier to organize and more beneficial to us all. 

Fear not if the call has not yet sounded for you. There is ample time for these meetings to occur; the way that we view time as such, so do not panic if nothing has happened for you yet. With events occurring all over the globe, to remove and relocate the last of the Dark Cabal, the time for us to step up our visitations to Earth are about to increase.

yup.

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Submitted by hilarionra on

its such horseshit that you cant even get a job because of the person you have to go through
is afraid of the new. that theyre consumed in their thoughts, and their emotions, and less
with their actual feelings. they identify with their thoughts and emotions of how they
perceive you. oh the human condition as it stands today. yes its changing, but theres
also others who are contracted to be in resistance for a while.

does it bother you that i swore? good. get offended. maybe itll wake your ass up a little.
im sure everyone who likes reading from the enlightened perspective prefers it to be
curse word free, you know, like a cloud! but, if you focus on the cloud, you miss the
fact that you even understand the beauty that resides in the cloud, from the fact
that we deal with accidents, or even anger, that life isnt this pretty
cloudy, floaty , cuddlebug existence that you like to paint for yourselves.
or the fact that you like to focus on the future events, that you hope for a better life
someday, somewhow. im not saying that we arent going to have a better life in the long run
because we will, but first we have to deal with all the turmoil, the muddy waters.
have to go to the abyss of being  and deal with all the SHIT that lies in there.

for example, the reason why marriages fail, why boys and girls breakup. we beings
get into arguments in the first place. identifying with the egos fear of death
being the root cause of all of this turmoil in the first place. im not saying that
you the reader are in fear, but i am saying that the conditioning itself,
the fact that beings identify with their unconscious reactive state of being
or their conditioning, their egomind , is the reason why were even having to deal
with all this upheaval in the first place, its stuff like this, that keeps
me awake at night, or even for days.

FRIENDSHIP-FOOD-FREEBIES

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Submitted by Rosa on

HADRIAN SQUARE, EAST END POOL AND LIBRARY, SHIELDS ROAD, BYKER, NEWCASTLE UPON TYNE, UK

 

STARTS SATURDAY 5TH MAY, 10 30 am

 

 

Perhaps you were planning to join the Manic May Day traffic cues and go away for the weekend? Or maybe you were planning the traditional DIY store trip so that you could spend the rest of your precious free time working at home?

There are a lot of Protests and Global Actions organized for the 1st two weeks in May . . . so in the Spirit of ‘Occupy’ but with the emphasis on Money-Free- Social -Interaction, you’re cordially invited to try something different?!

A Free Shop – an ‘on the spot Freecycle’, where you can bring your stuff and give it away, and pick up anything you want that’s there, completely Free of charge!

Bring food to give away/share? And hopefully we’ll have some donated to give to you if you want it? So turn out those cupboards, get rid of your unwanted clutter and put a smile on someone else’s face . . .

Come prepared to stay awhile, bring something to sit on and an umbrella, (in case it rains?)

Bring your musical instruments and your creative ideas!

We want Bright Smiles, Friendly Handshakes, Warm Hugs and lots of Sharing and Conversations leading to a fun-filled weekend that costs absolutely nothing!!!  (WARNING – this may be contagious!!!)

Only two rules:

No Anti-Social Behavior – treat everyone with the same respect you want to be treated with yourself

Don’t leave any litter – please clean up your own mess?

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