I have got to laugh at the back-flow of my own karmic energy.  All of a sudden, I am on the receiving end of the reschedule zone with something I want very much… my new teeth!!  I was supposed to go for my first fitting last Wednesday, then the office manager calls me that very morning (her name just happens to be Lisa as well) to say my teeth didn’t come in so don’t make the hours drive.  We rescheduled for 3:30 pm yesterday.  I get a message when I woke up yesterday that all the dentists have a conference call to attend at the time of my appointment can I come in earlier.  We get it set for 2:30, I completely rearrange my own appointment schedule, well at least the second half of the day, only to be called yet again to say, only half my teeth came in (lower partials arrived, top didn’t) so we have once again rescheduled til next Tuesday.  I could feel the angst in Lisa’s voice as she told me about the most recent rescheduling news. What could I do but laugh, I took her call as I was rescheduling a wonderful and understanding lady as we spoke.  In the strangest of ways, it all felt weirdly good.  I knew I was standing in my own back flow of karma, but I was also standing in the very energy flow of life itself.

What an interesting 3 day ride thru this full moon eclipse cycle!  For me, it started the day before the full moon… the pull inward.  I suppose, really, spirit gave me a warning shot in meditation the day before that (tuesday) but, I really assumed (my bad!) they were showing me the solar eclipse energy.  Let me back up…

My day of readings on Tuesday showed two of the four beautiful souls I was reading for was already body deep in the eclipse energies.  One made of the familiar blue, violet and black energy that I relate to earth workers and this first lunar eclipse and the next one was a young man sporting the yellow and white energy I relate to a sun/soul worker and the solar eclipse.

It is funny how we can see what is happening and not really see what is happening at all, if I did really “get it” I wouldn’t have been so surprised that what my meditation showed me had nothing to do with our perception of “time.”

Boy oh boy, if yesterday wasn’t just an interestingly odd day in my ongoing crazy world.  First, I received 3 phone calls in the middle of the night, the first two, I didn’t hear at all, the third one, coming in at 1:31 am, I did hear and woke up for.  I was worried it was one of my kids so I woke up and looked at my cell to see who was calling.  It was from a number I didn’t know, a local number no less.  I realized as I looked at the phone that this same number tried calling at 11:31 pm as well.  A completely separate  but still local number tried calling me at 11:43 pm.  I ignored them all.  I realized my phone was still plugged into the charge and it was 100% charged, I unplugged it and tossed and turned for well over an hour trying to get back to sleep.  Sleep just wasn’t happening so I turned the TV on just to give me back ground noise to fall asleep to.  I don’t think the TV was on a whole 5 minutes when I climbed back into sleep.

When I finally woke up at 7:30 am, my TV was completely off.  I ignored that as a weird fluke.  I went to my coffee pot, heated up the left over cup of coffee from the day before and created a fresh pot of coffee, grabbed my cell phone and sat at the computer pissed cuz I woke up so late, but also grateful I didn’t feel sleep deprived at all, I actually felt good and not even a wee bit groggy.

I think yesterday was the first time I have been able to see and understand clearly what exactly happened during my energy upgrade the last few days.  For as long as I can remember, I could never really discern what happened after days of feeling like energetic crap, we just trust something higher came of it all.

My first reading of the day shined a light on something exciting.  I could see what looked like an incoming solar flare of energy permeating her entire left field, her physical life structure.  I was slightly confused by what I was seeing and feeling, yet the energy and communication from that energy was without a question from a solar release of the sun that was forth coming.

I had already checked spaceweather.com before her reading and there was no information about even a possibility of new flares.  But yet, I was certain of what I was seeing.  It wasn’t until after we hung up and I went back and looked at spaceweather.com did I get really excited inside.  They updated their website to say:

9 April 2013

I find spirit’s sudden switch in focus interesting and telling.  For the first quarter of this year, the focus has been on you, your light body and how everything is changing and the various tools now available to you (even if those tools seem a bit cryptic, there is always a reason for their presentation.)  Now the focus has completely switched to things being presented to you in physical life, alignments coming up designed to take you out of the “straight and steady” and much deeper, much more actively into Life itself.

I have to really pay attention to the symbolism’s being used as well.  Doorways have become pretty relevant these last couple days.  Then my last reading of the day yesterday just threw me for a loop.  She didn’t have a doorway, she had what looked (to me) like an outhouse!  A very small building with a pitched roof, colored in the now familiar deep orange (something that serves to expand your self of Self in this new world,) that showed up just off her center path on the left (physical) side.  No matter what I tried to do, spirit would not let me inside to explore the bigger details of what this means.  Altho they (spirit) wouldn’t give her exact details about what this little side trip of life was exactly, they did give her a time frame and I really feel, all of us something to be very aware of.