Do you remember school, whether it is high school, college, technical school, there is always a period of final exams.  When you are at the very end of that school term, the final exams will either allow you to graduate or force you into summer school (if your desire is to really graduate.)  September 22nd thru December 21st, 2013 for many, is final exam time.  All the questions on the test are multiple choice questions, but in order to produce an answer to the question, you must live the answer.  Of course, there is never a right or wrong answer, just different directions and alternate next choices.

While I was reading My Son and the Afterlife: Conversations from the Other Side” by Elisa Medhus ( a great read by the way!) There was a section of his (Erik’s) conversation with his mother (known in the sharing as “me”) that, well… I knew, but really wanted to side step the truth of anywayz (but obviously, couldn’t.)  I am going to share that conversation from the book (bold and underlining done by me.):

Erik: …You can turn into reality only that which dovetails with your destiny. If it doesn’t agree with your destiny, you can’t create it.

There is so much to be said about the medicine called LOVE.  It seeps into nooks and cranny’s that no other drug can.  This morning is the first morning my dad said he actually feels good.  He can take a breath without it hurting and is actually showing joy.  To me, this is huge, I have been here 13 days now and this is the first day I have seen him look and feel this good.  Nothing has really changed except the stroll of family and friends in and out of the house since he was released from the hospital on the 10th.  Yesterday, just about all of his children circled themselves around his bed and laughed and brought joy and love into his space.

Of course, he thinks I am slight nuts, and I am honored to have him think that of me, cuz I am!! lol  I am taking all the “first” pictures.  The first time he had a microwaved shampoo cap on his head to wash his hair, the first time his most loving wife gave him his blood thinner shot at home.  He said it is strange I am documenting his death, I corrected him right away and told him I am documenting his transition to the other side.  Death is an impossibility.  We celebrate life coming in, take pictures, tell stories why not in the transitioning out too.  Of course, I have been talking like that since I arrived and I think this is the first time he really felt the truth of what I was saying and even found it something to smile about.

There is no doubt in my heart that we have indeed opened to the miraculous within ourselves.  I am not really talking about something or someone showing up exactly when you need it, that has always been the way of it, if we let the door open to it.  One of my connections yesterday was with a precious lady who had just come from putting her beloved Dalmatian down.  She had told me the dog had been very very ill and the moment she made the choice to euthanize her beloved friend, the dog found the energy to get happy, dance and prance to let her know, this was a great thing, a blessed and desired thing to do.  As she was telling me her story, her entire field started to fill with this thick, golden, honey like substance.  This thick liquid gold energy was coming from deep inside of her center heart, moving up and outward and sealing her in its radiance.  As it started to elongate, I also notice there was this effervescence to it, like bubbles in champagne.  It was extraordinary to be in the experience with her, the fluid love that was now creating the energy field of her life.  Of course I thought about our beloved Daisy Dukes, I couldn’t help it.

Holy Moly man!!  (Yes, new times NEED new exclamation phrases!! smile.)  I must have put myself into a night school session at the last-minute (I must also procrastinate while I am out-of-body too!) to study up on the brand new language of Light that was going to be presented all damm day yesterday.  I woke up exhausted even tho I actually slept all night long.  I was so flipping tired I wasn’t 100% sure if I was going to be able to see at all, but I also came to find, there was a miraculous, energetic wind that came thru with each connection that was kinda like taking a hit of speed that wore off as soon as the connection ended.  I was so grateful for that!  But the imagery coming thru every reading, so brand new, even the light energy coming thru, that triggers the “feeling” of understanding, was way over my head new.  I must have been busy flirting in night school instead of paying attention to the language of light teacher!  Dammit!

What an incredibly powerful/reflective day the equinox was in my crazy world.  Holy cow batman!!  Most of the connections started well before the phone call was placed and blew my hair back thru every one!  But it would really take me thru this morning to realize just how profound every thing was on the 22nd (and forward.)  I will get to the contents of the some of the readings in a minute.

The close of Equinox day was going to show itself as the most bizarre day of my entire journey.  Hey, I live and love knee-deep in the “strange, weird and bizarre” (from an outsiders view anywayz) and would have it no other way, but sometimes, spirit really can take things over the top!!