So many lightworkers are seeking answers, and finding themselves frustrated over and again by conflicting advice, crushing uncertainties and all the rest of it. Why is this? What's going on? Doesn't sound very divine does it - why is God putting us through this confusion? Or is it that we are being purged of our dependency on outside information? We all want to serve, but is it really helpful for lightworkers to be writing advice collumns that appear to be barking orders at people? What then is our role when it comes to sharing - has instruction and advice actually become damaging for all of us now?

Krishnamurti: "And so many people offer different ways of solving the problems—the gurus, the priests all over the world, the thousands of books, everybody offering a new solution, a new method, a new way of solving the problems. And I am sure this has been going on for a million years. “Do this and you will be all right. Do that and you will be all right.” But nothing seems to have succeeded in making man live in order, happily, intelligently, without this chaotic activity going on. Why do we human beings live this way—in this appalling misery? Why?" - Amen. How can we have order where there are conflicting voices telling us what to do or even voicing their opinions? What is the solution to this?

On December 9th 2012 I had an ego death experience while on a dose of dxm (a legal disasociative found in OTC cough syrup). I could feel my pineal gland begin to decalcify, and I thought I was dying.

Since then I have had multiple experiences where I had access to information about the universe, the true nature of god, and the true nature of myself and human kind in general. I have come to realize that I am a concious manifestation of god, as is everybody else. We were sent out into the universe with the mission of interacting with eachother, experiencing life, and bringing it back to god.You should love everybody as you love yourself, for they are all you!

I had an experience a few weeks ago where I felt like my brain and body were being reprogrammed. I could also hear a gentle female voice guiding me through the process, and telling me that everything was ok and that I was ascending.

Five days ago I took five hits of acid, and had an intense ego death experience where I was reading people's minds like crazy, and having all kinds of impacts on the people around me. It was a very beautiful occasion.

I thought I would share this all with you seeing as I feel as if I am on a fast track to ascension, and might not be inhabiting this 3d plane for much longer.... Any feedback/questions would be appreciated!