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PLANETARY CONSPIRACY

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when you are being present within the love you are. you can feel
it throughout your entire body hologram that you experience
life in.planet earth = heart is the being calling the shots here
with everyones life. this isnt going to come out the way your
ego desires it to.ultimately youre going to have to find out for
yourself whats going on, and thats only possible when the planet
says that its time for you to start inquiring and discovering whats
going on. you can only fully agree on information thats said to be true
when its been fully integrated into your body hologram. until then
youll be going with that which you do know in the present moment.
spiraling through eternal evolution. the reason why some beings on
this planet right now feel life isnt eternal is because they have yet
to integrate their hearts knowing in and throughout their system.

this by definition means its a planetary conspiracy, and all who
know whats up, or see whats up, or knowingly see whats up, are able
to talk it and walk in, those who do not know or see or knowing see
whats going on, are only able to walk and talk that. to discern the
truth from fiction actively and have it available to you consistently
is an abiding experience of your becoming. when its the opposite, its
non abiding, which means you got it here now, and then you lost it,
here now.discerning is not judging, its conscious self inquiry into
the truth for the truth sets you free and this is a soul knowing, its
why we are even able to inquiry at all. that which does not discern
is that which we are not, the conditioned egomind. were taught from birth
to unconsciously identify with it, the conditioned control mechanism
that is the egomind in which its nature is to not question that which is.

its nature is also to be repelled by all that is consistently.
the conditioned egomind controlling mechanism is sick, insane,and

THE COMMUNICATION STATION

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we all have our very own personal, interpersonal,universal
communication station that we work with. like a shaman, only
a multidimensional eternal,similiarly uniquely equal being
experiencing cycles of life and death. not every being
reincarnates. the communication station is experienced
through your ability to willfully communicate telepathically
with anyone for a specific amount of time, the reason for
the amount of time you have to communicate with a being is
due to the fact that there are certain beings whom your
attention is directly needed to be in communication with,
beings will come in and out of your awareness during
these kinds of talks, but alas your main focus is
needed where its needed, when its decree'd so. its
an inevitable experience where the only choice you have
is the willingness to be with it in the long run.

you know what this is like, youre busy with work, your
focus is on getting the work done as effeciently as possible.
whenever youve made an error , you willfully address it
and work with it as best as you can to fix the error,
and whenever more errors are found you continually address
them until all errors have been fixed and then you are able
to move on completely unto the next area of focus that needs
your attention so you are able to bring in more light to
the planet. there are a lot of errors on this planet
that need to be fixed, but it doesnt mean that the errors
themselves are not part of the divine plan, because if they
werent, they wouldnt be there period. addressing your internal
experience is where the work is. no matter what it is, facing
it as it is, is the real work. so if you arent willing to
address your inner situation that needs work, you will be
addressed consistently into looking at it for good and
learning how to work with that which needs work both within

insight

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so the unconscious impulsive desire to have sex with
someone because you desire intimacy is the ego.
desiring to pursue a mate because youre lonely
and again desire to be close to someone is
stemming from not only fear but feelings of
isolation and seperation which stem from
youre identification with the egomind.

if youre going to truly be intimate with
someone you first have to be completely
intimate with the love that you are first
and foremost before youre ever going to be
able to be intimate with your partner and
everyone else in reality and back unto
yourself as well.

the feelings of the inability to geniunely
love stem again not only from fear of the self
through identification with the ego from being
nurtured to be this way but also stems from
the other aspect of the identification with
the ego and its thoughtforms and its need to
believe in its own thoughts regarding the
experience. so you have the thought that you
have the geniune inability to love others
equalls as much as you love yourself or vice
versa or anywhere in between with anyone that
you can only love certain beings a certain amount
and you feel that you are unable to go beyond that
or you feel that youre unable to geniunely experience
eternal love or infinite love with yourself and the all.

this again is identification with the ego and its fear
of you being the love you are and the fact that were
nurtured to identify with it from birth so that when
the time is ripe were plucked from not being conscious
of this fact to being conscious of this fact.
the whole experience of dealing with a lack of love
stems again from the egos fear of the love you are
and you identifying with its believe systems in its
thoughtforms that say you experience a lack of love
and do not know how to truly love yourself in the here
now. so essentially you strive to love yourself through

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IF I NO LONGER AM SEEN MAKING POSTS FOR A WHILE.

when you are empowered by love to be the love that you are. youre
integrated expression of what it means to truly be empowered is shared
equally with the all and in this the all is empowered by you and you
are empowered by the all simultaneously. this expressing of being
empowered to be the love that we are is what gives us strength to
continue being the love that we are. through true strength of being
empowered by love to be the love that we are we become continously
deeper in being rooted in the love that we are and through this
continual rooting of understanding the love we are we and what it is
like to experience ourselves being the love we are we discover how
fearless we truly are. non of this is possible without first having
identified with the conditioned of the egomind itself. the spark
of inquiring into what we are going through on a consistent basis
which is to seek the truth of the experience is what enables us
not only to be set free by knowing what the truth of the love we are
is but also enables us to root in more awareness continuously of
what it means to experience being the fearless beings that we are.

this entire experience is enabled due to the fact that this planet is
giving us the contract to be present within the love we are.
there are varying degrees of conscious awareness on this planet at
this time.the less aware you are means that your experience of being
the love you are is one of a misunderstood experience. this
innocent misunderstanding of the love you are is due to the fact that
the great work that the illuminati chose to act upon was not widely
sharing the information that humanity has been conditioned from
generation to generation willfully and that those who unconsciously
and willfully indoctrinated their children into the ways of the
new world order agenda without even knowing it.

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for a very long time, we have been dealing with living on a planet where the inhabitants live out their cellular
conditioning, by contract. some understand reality , some do not. this again, by contract. the challenge there in
is dealing with the experience of being that which was not tolerated by the conditioned thing, the egomind.
this also includes those who by contract remain unaware of this, and act it out. there is strength in knowing
what ones contract is, when it comes to dealing with others who do not know that they even have one, and what
that experience entails for not only them, but you. so there is strength in knowing ignorance as it is, both within you,
and in others, along with the varying perceptions contained within and projected outwards. the variations of awareness
on this planet are just like the alphabet. our bodies are precisely tuned truth detectors. anyone who disagrees with you
is expressing their unconsciousness. one example of how good the body is as talking to us, is when you get those "puke"
feelings. and another way of noticing the egomind within you, is when you feel those feelings of nooooooo ,towards
puking. this is the resistance of the egomind towards the inevitable that YOU know is going to happen.

another challenge that arises, is the inner struggle that has arisen within you, whilst you are on your path
of self realization. this is you dealing with you resurrecting and having to move through all the resistance of the
conditioned thing, the egomind. another challenge is all the talk about "the illusion of reality." what also arises from
that talk, is tied to the inner struggle of freeing the self from the shackles that you  perceived were placed upon you.
theres a difference between perception and perspective by the way, the ego = perception, the heart = perspective, the

english isnt my first language.

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so there are beings who have been trained to identify biological
terrorism, as "nuclear" war threats, or "sars and hiv" type threats.
what they fail to see as another biological threat, is the one that
lies within the pharmaceutical industry, they fail to see that
there are adverse or negative effects, for each action ,there is
and equal and opposite response or reaction. they also fail to see
that the responses from ones genetic makeup, to the medication itself
is always one of a downward spiral. where the being who is told
that they have to take them to be healthy and happy, develops not
only a tolerance, but in most cases, has to take another pill
to counter act the effects of the first one, and that what
happens in the body, is a rather troubling,cumbersome experience.

some of the side effects can leave permanent damage to the
beings biological structure that they experience life through.
i feel that due to the poor education system we have, which
doesnt nurture or educate children starting at preschool
about ethical living, and how reality works, plays a significant
role in the way society functions today. its this strategically
built education system, focused solely on the perpetuation
of the ponzi scheme knowns as the monetary system, that has
helped bring us to where we stand today, with all of the
situations we have taking place on the planet.

homelessness, discrimination, dictators in place for each
nation, war, and of course, the misunderstandings of what it
really means to be the love you are, which isnt at all addressed
in the classes at all, in the education system, since the "teachers"
themselves, dont really know how to truly address them themselves
because they themselves arent very well in touch with whats
within their own hearts either. they have all this past intentionally
well misinforming data, handed to them, to be shared with the class

the desire to share insight.

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not willingly investigating, inquiring into ones experience
is the identification with ones egomind, it's conditioned unconscious
reactive responses towards all that is. the root of it
is an identification with ones unconscious reactive conditioning
with the ego's fear of the being , being the love they are.
within this fear, is pain, suffering, the desire to be
all that the being is not and inevitably eradicate all existence.
 ultimately leading into
the delusion of superiority , through controlling the experience
overall and a focus on the absolute at all times, with the
identification of complacency in accepting ones thoughts and
emotions,ignoring the feelings that point to a deeper
experience, and thus a continued delusion of self sabotage.


what follows the self sabotage, are temper tantrums, hurting another,
flipping out, rebellious , chip on ones shoulder, about being
willing to truly listen to whats being expressed to you, and
through you. a complete and total neglagence towards the love
of the being, a disregard for all life as it is, and a simple
usage of all life for personal gain. in this there is selfish
behavior in every direction. its also called psychic vampirism.
where a being will come to you due to your vibration , and
simultaneously do all that they can to disprove the truth
of whats going on, through their identification with
their ego's unconscious reactive conditioned desire to uphold
its truth to be the truth as it is, and disregard all thats
been shared with the being within. aggitation, irritation,
words that always express the desire to get away from it all
someway somehow.

theres also the dictation of another being oweing you this or
that. always a projected obligation to fulfill, always projected
expectations that the ego has for the self, and all life. always

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notice how you are feeling. notice where your attention goes, breathe all
of your experience in, keep going. continue noticing where your attention
goes. notice that which motivates your desires to act upon certain motivations
via your current awareness. self inquiry forever.
again notice into whats motivating your choices. notice how you feel when
an experience doesnt go the way your ego desires it to go. notice how you feel
when your ego is being gradually dismantled before your eyes. notice how at
one point you used to identify with certain thoughts about certain behaviors,
and now you no longer identify with acting upon them, because that part of
your ego, you no longer identify with,notice how you feel now and notice
how its similiar, yet not the same as to how you once felt before, and how that
you will feel in the future is also similiar, but again not the same as how you
feel right now.notice as to how much of
your ego you still identify with in a similiar manner as you once did with
the previous motivations via being present within your current experience.

notice how you feel while you are sitting there, feeling your feelings
about your experience, this experience of feeling your feelings, about
your experience, is self inquiry.notice how you feel when you are listening
to your music of choice, whether its the music of all that is, or the music
of that which is being played through the earbuds/headphones being on your head
/in your ears with your current artist of choice.
notice how the lyrics or no lyrics/the sound,the beats,the patterns, the rhythm(s)
makes you feel.notice how you can feel what you hear, and you can see that you
feel what you hear, thoughts/feeling/emotions included, and the space that is your
similiarly uniquely equal and pure awareness
where thoughts/feelings/emotions/awareness of your awareness itself

not to have all your focus on the words themselves...

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so there is an aspect of the human potential that isnt widely know by everyone.
our ability to read all that is. im not speaking of the simple task of reading
these words, im talking about reading all that is in a more broader sense.
the ability to track energy residue, or simply tracking energy, or reading
energy, and how higher thought, plays a role in the manifestation of all
that is inevitable, along with how the egos compulsion to repeat thoughts
also plays a role in the discover of how higher thought plays its part.
through the willingness to take it all in, and geniunely investigate that
which we are going through, you will notice that not just humans, but the rest
of life translates higher thought into manifestsation. and how through the geniune
investigation of this experience, you discover the truth of whats going on.

you will also learn how the space between thought, also plays a roll in the
the manifestation of heaven on earth as well. for me it was being willing to
take in all that i was going through, and in turn all that i was experiencing
was focused onto a point, the point being the pituatary gland, our feeling centers.
via the energy system that each of us has to experience. the example i can give you
is that looking at all of ones fears, all of them literally, is that i was smoothly
transformed into a higher vibration state of awareness. where the ability of
reading energy, other beings consciousness' and the ability to go from where i am
to another location simultaneously, was experienced. but again in order to
experience this, you first have to face all the fears that you have, and the ones
that you are unaware of. every single, one of them, no ifs ands or buts about them.

i agreed to undergo this experience for i saw what lay ahead , and that was me
being aware of this ability and what i would have to face in order to get there

Thank You.

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at the absolute core of being, the experience is that which can only
be pointed at, the ineffable, the indescribable, the unfathomable
that infact is fathomed, but only through being present within.
it is that which is experienced by every cell, it is that which gives
birth to all experience. when you are told that its joy,bliss,peace,
love, even truth, again thats the game. even saying its the truth
is just another pointer, as lao tzu said, the true tao is the tao
that cannot be spoken. yet even he went on to write a book about it
as has a lot of other beings done the same.

we write or dont write and so on, because it heals, and the point
of all experience, is to heal. im writing this, because i remembered
that in one message , i wrote about the inner experience of being
and i said " its joy, peace, bliss, and so on" wehre as the so on
part points at all this that ive just typed up. but i desired to
make it clear what exactly the contradictions and "so on" were
pointing at. im doing this because i love myself and you all.
this also backs up others whom have spoken about the experience
as well. it also contradicts previous messages about the experience
of being, so as to you not to follow at all. but to be brave
and walk your path WITH everyone.

this isnt to say that you cant walk behind someone, or follow their
lead through the woods, but eventually you will notice that you
dont desire to walk the same path as them because youve found a higher
path to take. beings like myself, and by like i mean those who are
also enlightened, are attractive to those who are on the path of
seeking enlightenment/liberation, because weve been given the gift
of becoming enlightened before them, we have let ourselves go
to the core, and we turn around, and go against the old ways
with all that we are. this is attractive because you yourself

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